They say that you never do something without reason. I say that they're wrong. My father cheated on my mom. He had no reason. My mom married a month after they got divorced. She didn't love him, so no reason there. I have 5 stepbrothers and 4 stepsisters in total. That's a lot of people. I've been bullied. A lot. No reason for me being treated cruelly. I have faked my death to escape my reality and my messed up family. What reason did I have? Well, according to many people there is no reason for doing that. For walking away. But, what can I do about it all now? I'm Alice Wondernez. And, now I ask you, what can I possibly say now? **KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BOOK WAS WRITTEN WHEN I WAS LIKE 12/13.** #40 newstart 12-06-2019 (40/840) #18 bigsister 12-06-2019 (18/218)

"Although I sink, my heart still floats" -12-31-17-

Rosemary, a determined girl who pledged to her mother when she was 12 that she will find out how her mother "died", tries to dodge everything stopping her. She finds the ugly truths of the once beloved town.