Nobody knew, nobody ever knew. He made sure of that. He was blind since birth, but he managed. There were so many times he wanted to tell his friends, his family, but he never did. Why? To save himself from the humiliation and the babying. But now it was time. His family had gone fifteen years without knowing. They deserved to know.

2007 Movie-verse. It's been almost a year since Leonardo's return from South America. Ever since the end of the Nightwatcher, Raphael has been moving rapidly through his training. But he's just hit a stopping block. Master Splinter cannot teach Raphael any further until the hothead has learned to control his anger. So Splinter decides to make some arrangements...

Raph was scared, hurt, depressed. He loved Casey, Casey left him. He never came back. Raph cuts, it was his secret. What will happen? +++++ I am horrible at descriptions, sorry anyways READ MY BOOK PLEASE

Tmnt 2012 fanfic "This Is How Much I Hate You" Raph was kidnapped by Shredder and tortured for over a year. Raph had ecaped. Realizing that his brothers had moved on, and didn't even come to his rescue(so he thinks), he had a new quest. Seek Revenge for the ones that were better. Make them pay. Show them what was behind my closed doors. Show them what it's like to hurt. Take no pity on those who never cared. Save myself from this hate. (inspired by behind the darkness tmnt comic)

A bad fight with his brothers leads Raphael to leave the safety of the lair. He stumbles upon the Mighty Mutanimals settling into their new hideout. Still deeply affected by some of his brothers' insinuations from the fight they had earlier, Raphael decides to stay with the Mighty Mutanimals for a little while. But what will happen while they are on patrol and things go horribly wrong? More importantly, what will Raph's brothers think?

We all know Raphael the hothead, Raphael the angry, brooding brother. But what about the other side of him? The soft, sensitive side that no one ever really pays attention to? Master Splinter knows the truth. He's known the truth ever since Raphael was eight years old. The young red-masked turtle would give anything to spend time with his brothers and his father. He loves them all so very much. The only problem is, he doesn't really realize how much they love him in return. He feels left out and alone. Raph's brothers finally learn the truth from Master Splinter. The only problem: It might be too late.

Leo and Raph got into a fight after Raphael gets injured by the Purple Dragons. Now with Raphael running away, believing he's a monster, Leo feels completely guilty. Will they ever fix the tension between them?

Raph is not an open book. He keeps the pain on the inside. Covers pain and sorrow with anger. It doesn't help that he fights with Leo. Leo is his hero. Ever sense they were kids. But every time he sees him he feels anger. Every time he tries to speak to him Leo walks away. Hurting him. Shattering him. But Leo will notice. Maybe... Hopefully.

RaphxLeo WARNING!!! Yaoi smut will be in this story P.O.V. I don't even know anymore Also this is my first time writing don't hate on me to much. Or do, I need criticism. I'm really bad at keeping up with this because I belive it will be bad. The first chapter is the perfect example so please don't judge to hard by the first chapter.

leo and raph has a crush on each other over the past few years. what will they do?and what will happen, that will change their lifes?