Disclaimer: These poems/thoughts talks about all my sducidal and dark thoughts if you or someone you know is going through a hard time and is thinking about suicide or just ever need someone to talk to call this hotline: 1-800-273-8255 or you can text: 741-741 These are really bad by the way🙃 _________________________________________ Start:4/13/17 _________________________________________ The truth about what she's feeling on the inside behind all the fake smiles... "They always said the people who smile the most are the ones who is breaking inside the most, the person you see never shed a tear is the one crying the most at the end of the night, if only I knew how true that was before it was me, yes you can smile and not let any of the tears out for now, but at some point everything will come out..." _________________________________________ Random updates. Sometimes I will update 7 parts a day, and other days I won't update at all.

Warning: Triggering topics of self harm and suicidal thoughts as well as other dark and mature themes. Do not read if depressed. Let's take a trip Just you and me A trip into my mind I wonder what we'll see I'll warn you right away It's kinda dark at times But others it is bright The sun that shines So let's take a trip A trip just you and me A trip where you will learn Quite a but 'bout yours truly

something you might want to read when you're too drunk in love you don't remember what being sober feels like

a collection of aesthetic, deep poetry. translation: shit that makes u think this is my heart and soul spilled onto the pages you could never find this is my heart in ink this is an escape

A collection of short poetry that will pierce the skin, but not slice you open.

...If I tell you you're my sun and moon If I tell you you've completely unwrapped my cocoon If I tell you I'm still alive Because I find life in your eyes If I tell you this emotion is wicked And even if it kills me, for hell or heaven, I'm prepared If I tell you I'm obsessed with you If I tell you all these things are true If I tell you the meaning of love Tell me, sweetheart, will that be enough?.... ******** Taken from the chapter ''Wicked'' in this book ******** *** Wicked is all about the bitter in the sweet and the magic in the ordinary. Love is the major theme but some other things found their way in. These and maybe more are waiting for you to explore. So, dive into the ocean of written emotions. You're sure to have feelings ooze out of your skin. ***

Three(3) lines of the electric and overwhelming feeling, love. Enjoy the emotional ride tunnelling through various feelings, all leading to the horizon of love.

just some poems I wrote