Ryan's new in town and with his crippling anxiety and past issues with bullying at his last town, school is not going to be easy for him to start fresh. That is, until he meets Brendon, the only person he can count on to make his life less painful than it already is. As school takes an unexpected turn, Ryan finds himself thinking about Brendon as more than a friend...

6 years. I was in the band then I left. I just hope he forgives me. (Diary like) (short chapters)

Ryan Ross is a guitarist, musician and general douchebag, at least his fans say so. He's settled into a new life with his boyfriend, Dan and is finally happy with himself. Until his old band (the first one) releases their fourth album. With the announcement of a new bassist, they settle into a rythym without him. Brendon is finally over him, it seems. That doesn't mean he likes it. 2013 era, around the time of Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die Thumbs up for all you Rydan shippers out there (all three of you).

"I wish I could see space in everyone's eyes." Ryan loves space. Ryan loves the sun, moon, galaxy and everything that has to do with night. He's different, maybe that's why Brendon likes him because he sees the world through different eyes.

Ryden NC-17

It's been 1 year since the split. Brendon isn't taking things to well, even with the help of Spencer, he still feels like a big piece of himself was taken out. So he takes matter into his own hands and deals with the problem but only to find out that it's not as easy as it seems.

Gay Shit