Emotions
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Your Petals Are My Thorns by itstheshyauthor
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Dan likes flowers. That's why he grows them on his thighs whenever he has forbidden thoughts about other men. When Phil comes into his life, Dan's small garden grows into a field. Prompt: Christian!Dan punish himself by cutting a flower on his leg every time he has a gay thought. He has been able to keep it low-key up until this point, but when KindaSatanic!Phil shows up, Dan grows a hole garden on his leg. Will Phil be able to save Dan before it is to late? TW: Self-harm
letters to my soulmate by lemonemily
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phan soulmate AU Everything drawn on your soulmates skin will appear on yours, and Dan, despite constantly having beautiful designs appearing on his arms, wants nothing to do with it.
showbiz // phan by myhowellslester
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the one where the owner of a fashion boutique falls for a struggling actor with a notorious side job. // completed 10|03|17 // hughest ranking; #1 in #phanfiction // tw; none
aviation! ↳ phan ✓ by dannyfire15
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in which phil lester has a long flight and has to sit next to a boy named dan howell.
paper thin (phan) by audrat
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*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.
tune you out // phan by tadinof
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a soulmate au where on your 15th birthday your soulmate's favorite song at the time is stuck in your head, featuring pan!phil and a sexually confused dan warnings: swearing also, this is my first phanfiction so I'm not sure how this will turn out
The Lucky One by icanseelights
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Dan Howell Phill Lester That's everything that's important. (Or: Dan is the weird kid that dresses in pastels and hands out flowers to people for no apparent reason and Phil is the leather jacket wearing art kid who pretends to be immortal through his drawings. Despite the odds, they're best friends, and nobody quite understands the limitations - or lack thereof - of their friendship.) TRIGGER WARNINGS: major character death by SUICIDE, don't begin reading if this triggers you because that is the ending so it can't be skipped and there's nothing worse than an unfinished story
Before the Last Dance  by icanseelights
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Kindness glows. • A retelling of my story "The Lucky One" from Dan's POV.
The Book of Lies || Phan  [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta
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After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)
The Delinquent  //  Phan AU by SyzygyBear
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They say delinquents are harsh, unforgivable. Devilish and careless. And you'd be right, especially when it comes to Dan Howell. The entire school live in fear of this Year 11 student, who can seemingly do whatever he wants because he's just that dangerous. However, there is that one person who doesn't cower to the side of the corridor when the delinquent walks passed - Phil Lester. The school's Head Boy - happy, confident. Has his entire life at his feet. The two have never really gotten along, Dan being so mischievous that it always annoyed Phil. After years of tension between the two opposites though, something in Dan's attitude has changed, him going from class clown to dangerous delinquent over the summer before their final year in high school - and he's definitely caught Phil's curious eye now. Phil sees something new in the delinquent, a secret side that no one thought existed in Dan. So what could possibly happen if they genuinely tried to get to know each other? TWO ENDINGS: Happy End or Dead End?