"manihlapinatapai" (n). a look shared by two people, each wishing that the other one would initiate something they both desire but which neither wants to begin ------------------------ all you have ever known was pain; the pain of losing everything and everyone. so you decided to shut it off and shut everybody out, but little did you know you'd find yourself struggling to regain that power when you come across the most feared man in the galaxy. power runs through him, he feeds off it. but so do you. •suggested 17+ •mature content •trigger warning

Your talent in English literature hasn't gone unnoticed by your professor, Kylo Ren, but you lack the focus and application to meet your full potential. Perhaps he can urge you to give in to that potential. And to him. But the more you learn about Kylo Ren, the more you realize you can use his own tactics as a professor to help unravel the past that he refuses to face. Or, you're infatuated with your dark and brooding English professor, Kylo Ren, who, to your surprise, returns the sentiment. This is a LONG-FORM, SLOW-BURN (emotionally, not sexually) work. Please take note of that if that's not your cup of tea! That's just my style of writing, and reading for that matter, which is okay. And if that's not your cup of tea, that's okay too! Originally posted to ao3, expanded to wattpad so it can be accessibly to anyone who may want to read it, but on a different platform. This story is 18+. Periodt. Please consider the following warnings/tags. Also, a disclaimer, this story can be fairly dark. Please remember the importance of clear consent and communications if your everyday lives. -light bdsm, -slapping, -choking, -rough sex, -freudian elements, -sub/dom, -dirty talk, -over-stimulation, -so on and so forth. Additionally, there are themes of family illnesses (cancer/heart conditions/death), absent parents, dysfunctional families. Please be careful or opt out if these themes, or the above tags, are triggering or are harmful for your mental health in any way, as most or all of them are prevalent and recurring throughout the entire work. Your well-being is way more important than any fanfic.

"You don't want me?" He asked, pushing you even closer to the wall. "Is that it? Are you too afraid of your commander? Your leader?" "No, sir."

Kylo Ren was a monster. A murderer, a beast... This you were sure of. In a life where you had woken up on the cold floor of a First Order ship with no memory apart from your name... Being sure of something was rare. You were thrust into work for the First Order as a cleaner. An honour, you had been told, to help the mighty Order. However, after being ripped from a life you couldn't remember, you didn't see this job as an honour at all. Even in your daily duties, you had heard of Commander Ren's power. You cleaned up the mess after his temper tantrums, and you sure as Hoth never wanted to cross his path. Until you did. Your ability held worth to the First Order, and Ren had recognised this before even you had. Taken under his wing, he begins to teach you. But while Kylo tries to push you closer towards the Dark, how could he have known you would be the one to ignite his Light? Kylo Ren x Reader Fanfiction Star Wars

Aida Palpatine is the sharp-tongued and ambitious granddaughter of Darth Sidious. When her identity is discovered, none other than the infamous Commander of the First Order would be the one to show her the dark side. The 24 year old former stormtrooper must fight against her ultimate fate; darkness. But with so much ambition, how can she? Originally "TORN." :-)

[based on TFA, TLJ, and TROS] in which the woman he can never quite fall out of love with finds her mission in turning him back to the light. || book one of one || started: 5 / 6 / 2020 ended: 8 / 1 / 2020

You've recently become a nurse serving the First Order. So far your life was uneventful and unimportant...you felt useless in a sense. Everything changes once you become responsible for the well-being of your first commander; Kylo Ren. Will he remain loyal to the dark side? Or will you be the one to pull him towards the light? [ Fluff & Smut ] WARNINGS: Bloodplay, sexual assault, violence, death, heavy smut. If any of this makes you uncomfortable please do not read. Disclaimer: This was my very first time writing a fan fiction, I will say I was very inexperienced and I somewhat rushed the writing process. Now that this is completed, I've learned so much and I hope to improve my work in the future! Enjoy!! XOXO