in which a suicidal girl falls in love with the most popular boy. short story {lowercase intended} alternate universe {book one of the color series} ©ptvsienna

In which a girl who hides behind baggy sweaters and a fake smile is forced to learn that 'perfection' doesn't come easily, and being skinny isn't always worth the pain. "she cried herself to sleep that night, because deep down she knew that no matter how many meals she skipped and how much exercise she did, Olivia would never be skinny." [disorder diaries, 2014 backseatmuke] tw :: eating disorders, major character death

Because sometimes one person's wish is another person's battle. [lowercase intentional]

a lonely girl, a lonely boy-superstar, one worse than the other; one day collide for the better and worse "Stop saying you aren't a saint, or that you can't do shit, because quite frankly people should call you the cure to depression." He paused looking at me, giving me the same look of regret before he spoke again. "On the other hand, I am depression- and you can't cure depression itself." ------- (( TRIGGER WARNING; if you are triggered easily by self-harm and or depression writings, do not read this book.))

❝i just wanted you to remember me❞

blades which sinks into her skin, making memories easier to forbid. book 2 suicide series ©-esthetics 2013

In which a lonely soul locks himself up in a phone booth and starts calling his dead girlfriend's twin sister © Iighter

three messed up kids, three messed up kids going to see a therapist [short story #561]

in which her favourite word is terrible and his favourite word is her name. © Iighter

Planes going into buildings. Bodies falling. Planes going into buildings. People covered in gray dust. Bodies falling. Planes going into buildings. Buildings falling. Planes going into buildings.