You had always been bold. Never afraid of a challenge. Giving zero shits about anything. Your best friend, Evan, on the other hand.. (cover by jerember on DeviantArt jerember.deviantart.com)

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

| Book 1 in the Sanders Series: Anxiety | 'If he was drowning, he'd just have to learn how to swim. Even if he was tempted to let himself go under.' ! PLEASE DO NOT COMMENT ABOUT DECEIT, THIS WAS BEFORE HIS TIME ! ! PRE-'ACCEPTING ANXIETY' ! || COMPLETED ||

//A Crutchie x reader// There was always one newsie who stood out from the rest - for she was a girl. She went by the name of (Y/N). To her, she wasn't anything special. Though she fascinated a certain newsboy with a crutch. (Cover by twofoxes.tumblr.com/)

All in the title! Cover by Cryptidsp00n on tumblr.

Its finally senior year! Everything seems normal, until you meet Connor Murphy. (Origional story from my quotev, linked in bio!) (Cover art by nico--dead.tumblr.com!)

Highest rankings- #251 in Fanfiction (6/14/17) #276 in Fanfiction (7/5/17) #291 in Fanfiction (8/27/17) Finished on 8/27/17 Connor Murphy's family never takes him seriously. Not even when he tells them that he is gay. On the first day of school, he takes out his anger on his crush, Evan, and decides to carry out his plan of suicide. Evan Hansen is in love with Zoe Murphy, a girl that will never reciprocate his feelings. It's just his luck, that he catches Connor and stops him from taking his own life. Can Evan convince Connor he has something to live for? Will they both be found? WARNINGS: SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, DARK STUFF, AND A LOT OF GAY (No profanity or smut)

Everyone is born with a timer on their wrist, counting down to the exact time they'll meet their soulmate. Connor Murphy doesn't believe in soulmates. Or rather, that he doesn't have one. At the beginning of the summer, something happened. His timer stopped. He didn't meet his soulmate. The timer broke. It stopped at 2 months, 1 day, 3 hours and 23 minutes. The same time Evan Hansen jumped. HIGHEST RANKS #1 in dearevanhansen - June 17th, 2021 #2 in treebros - June 17th, 2021 #27 in musicaltheatre - June 17th, 2021