"What did I do in the past to be punished like this?" The so-called impossible crush ultimately ruins Archer's life even more after the death of his parents 5 years ago. With his thantophobia makes his situation even worst and basically almost had himself bleeding to death in his bathroom.

A tale of a murderer trying his best to protect his ordinary life. But the question is, will he be able to do it? If he succeeded, what kind of reward will he get? And If he fails, what consequences will he meet? Or will it be both of it?

WATTPAD ORIGINAL EDITION Adrift after a failed suicide attempt, golden boy Everest can't find anything worth living for - until he meets Beverly, a loner determined to prove him wrong. ***** For a boy who seemed to have it all - wealth, good looks, popularity, a wide circle of friends - Everest Finley becomes the ultimate social outcast after failing to take his own life. Dejected and alone, he starts his last year of high school by acting out, determined to ruin his golden boy reputation after his best friend and girlfriend both turn on him. But to his surprise, resident loner Beverly Davis reaches out and tries to befriend him. Ever the optimistic, her empathy and persistence eventually convinces him to spend time with her, and the two slowly bond over their complicated family lives and a love of singing. But even as their budding friendship begins to hint at something more, Everest continues to struggle with depression and unhappiness. Can a simple pact between the two truly encourage him to find something worth living for? Content and/or Trigger Warning: this story contains mentions and descriptions of depression and self harm. -SKY