❝and like a delicate piece of ceramic, he fell apart.❞ in which a boy is best friends with his enemy - anorexia nervosa. ©2017 sonderinglight

"You should really eat something, you don't look too good." I look up at Gray, who seems to be studying me. I can't help but feel bad. I really like this boy. He might like me too. But I'm destroying myself, and I can't stop. *Trigger Warning* -Eating Disorder -Self Harm

"Fat fat fat," Luke clawed at his body. "All I am, is fat." - Luke Hemmings is ugly. Luke Hemmings is fat. Luke Hemmings likes to puke. Luke Hemmings despised eating. Luke Hemmings is every negative comment made about him. Luke Hemmings is gay. Luke Hemmings is pretending. Luke Hemmings is damaged goods. Ashton Irwin is hot. Ashton Irwin is skinny. Ashton Irwin loves to eat. Ashton Irwin is smart. Ashton Irwin is amazing. Ashton Irwin is everything Luke needs. Ashton Irwin is gay. Ashton Irwin is pretending. Ashton Irwin is noticing. Ashton Irwin is falling in love.

Ryker, the new kid in school, meets Casper after he's been beaten up. Thanks to an art project they soon become close and both of them reveal secrets that no one else knows, family troubles, self harm and bullying. Their lives are both completely wrecked... Can they change that together and finally find... Love?

Max, diagnosed with anorexic and bulimic tendencies, is just beyond excited to finally leave the clutches of his overbearing, overly religious mother and her hateful ways; however, Max isn't given any time to rejoice in his new freedom because he has done little more than trade one prison for another. "Welcome to the Trenton Live-in Clinic," she says, but to Max, he hears, "Welcome to The Skinny Boy House where the skinny boys tell their tales." Within the walls of the clinic, Max finds himself placed in the middle of a group of boys who all share a similar story. Only time will tell if Max will be able to work toward becoming healthy and possibly find love and acceptance; however, with a darkness constantly looming overhead, the threat of succumbing to his illness and losing the battle over his life is all too real.

Taylor weighs a whopping 98 pounds, and in his mind he weights over 300 all thanks to a comment a few boys made in the locker room. He goes through sweat, blood, and tears just to become the pretty boy society expects him to be.

Eli Williams is a moody, teenage boy who goes through therapists like a kid through candy. Eli has a severe form of anorexia but continues to refuse help until he is given his last option. What happens when he is forced to share a room with a suspiciously positive boy in a group home? Will he discover new things about himself, or push away the one person who has the potential to save him...

'I count everything. Calories eaten, calories burnt, weight, my clothes size, the width of my waist... I guess you could say I'm just number orientated.' [completed]