two friends- camila and lauren begin noticing things about each other. things that are wrong, but also, things that are right. they get curious. cover by @SLOTHTATO

Philophobia is the term used to represent the fear of love. The fear of falling in love, the fear of being in love, the fear of feeling love for another being. It's a fear that runs deep and could stem from past hurt or abuse, or just a hard-wired malfunction, chaining you to a desolate life all alone. It's the type of fear that begins as a dull ache in your chest at the very beginning of the 'feelings', a simmering warning that something is wrong, or that something bad is going to happen. It's easy enough to ignore, at first, and that's usually how it gets out of control. The simmering is quick to turn into bubbling, the bubbling turning into raging, and the raging turning into pure explosions of pain, rage and unexplainable fear. Love. • • • This is a Camren fanfiction, of course. Potential triggers inside, read at your own discretion.

**ED trigger warning** **Self harm trigger warning** Dinah has always loved her place in Fifth Harmony. Singing was her dream, and she would never give that up for anything in the world. But unexpected romance and the pressures of the media begin to take a greater toll on Dinah than she can handle. How will she cope?

You make flowers grow in my lungs, they're beautiful, but I can't breathe. Fifth Harmony have put their X Factor past behind them and are moving up in the music industry, as they do, Lauren and Camila find themselves in a different world. But what happens when both worlds collide? With the rising fame, their relationship suffers for it and both must fight to stay together and keep it a secret. But when things get too hard, will one walk away from it all or will Lauren's princess and Camila's prince get their happy ending?

Lauren Jauregui is a nobody at school but that all changes when the most popular girl, Camila Cabello, starts to talk to her. But Lauren's friends think Camila and her friends will just hurt her in the end. Will Lauren ignore her? Or keep being her friend, maybe even more?

Sometimes you just have to fight for what you want. (Cover Credits: Slothtato. Huge thanks!)

Camila Cabello's parents dies in a tragic accident which forces her to move with her little sister, Sofia. They’re left with their legal guardian, aunt Ebony, who lives on the countryside of the small town Tyrone. Going from Miami to the deserted city can give her the time to mourn her loss, but also the opportunity to a new start. The depressions and nightmares that haunt her Before Dawn might not stand a chance when Camila meets the mysterious and seemingly flawless Lauren Jauregui.

Will Camila put up with Lauren's foolish ways or eventually learn to love them? (Lauren G!p)

The year is 2078. The world is split - war torn - completely altered by the decline of technology and the rise of certain powers. Camila does whatever she can to ease her family's burden, although simply surviving is hard enough on its own. Life gets even more complicated when a confused stranger washes up on the beach, running from war and rebellion in her own country. Now, along with a new, unfamiliar friend and a string of fabricated truths, Camila does her best to make things work. But with the government in complete control and the people at its mercy, they all know that things can change in the blink of an eye.

thirteen chapters of an unfinished fic i found on my old laptop, posted upon request