This is my first book so don't expect it to be wonderful and well written. I hope you enjoy regardless. This is going to be about my most random thoughts I get throughout the day and let me tell you they can be weird sometimes.

Mat, a seventeen year old boy born into a girl's body. He can't tell anyone, they'll hate him forever. It's just not right, at least not...in this age. So he'll just keep pretending to be the person he's not. Matilda. He hates her. He hates everything to do with her. He has to get rid of her, somehow...

"everyday you put on a face acting like you're okay, but i know the real you, and this one is just painted on"

"For Kenny,' we said and ran.

Brandon has a crush on the schools "bad boy" Mat, but he's a nerd and he knows that Mat could never like him back. One day, when Brandon is being tormented by some bullies, Mat steps in and saves him. After that, Mat swears to protect Brandon, which doesn't help with Brandon's hopeless crush on the boy. So, what's gonna happen between the two? Read to find out! Also this is my first fanfiction and feedback is appreciated!

It is only the beginning. PeteZahHutt (Brandon) has had a rough life. But when he meets Kara, the girl of his dreams, he is torn. Friends or love? Inspired by @AllieAgainstHumanity

This may be triggering. I warned you.

Pete's oldest enemies have returned, and have brought with them a tidal wave of destruction and a thirst for vengeance.

Dear Life, My name is Mathew and this is my story of love and loss. But thankfully mostly my love for Brandon Hutt. Everyday I try to write in this beautiful diary for my beautiful soulmate.