Thomas Jefferson is broken. And the one person who was supposed to love and protect him no matter what is the reason behind it all. After four years with the abusive boyfriend he's known all of his life, Thomas is finally ready to give up. He can no longer take the suffering he's forced through every single day, the things he endures simply because it's what's expected of him. All of his friends have turned their backs on him, all of the things he enjoys is ripped from his hands. And he's finished with it all. So what happens when a distant memory from his past returns, offering a helping hand? - Modern AU College AU - (WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS ABUSE, VIOLENCE, MINOR SEXUAL ACTIONS, AND IMPLICATIONS OF RAPE) Completed as of 9/30/18 Editing started as of 06/09/20 Editing completed as of 10/14/21

[ in editing at the momentttt ❤️ ] "hamilton? you work here too?" where alexander hamilton is trying his hardest to pay off his father's debt by working three jobs, and thomas jefferson is just confused with the odd feelings that come from this. "he needs to make me stop worrying about him or i swear to god!" warning! this story may contain content that is not suitable for certain readers (swearing, mentions of triggering content, etc). read at your own risk ♡ ➛ lower case intended (cuz aesthetics) ➛ cover art © ziksua ➛ © whaliennx

❝It means, Two hearts in love need no words.❞ -- The rating is mature pretty much just for language so if you have no problem with that you should be good! -- Content Warning: Strong language Ptsd/panic attack Physical abuse Hospital scene Described injuries French -- Thank to @flyestnihilist for being my super professional editor and one of my best friends! ilysm!

Alexander Hamilton became mute after his mother died when he was 12. He has a very dark past that no one knows. He has PTDS, anxiety, depression, eating disorder, and a sleeping disorder. He likes to push people away and burry him self in his work. John Laurens is probably the Gayest person in the world. He has a mother and father that except him for who he is. He's a very lovable person. He try's to bring people together and he's very scary if you hurt one of his friends. Thomas Jefferson has a bit of a past. First his older sister Lucy died in a car crash when he was only 16. He went into depression after that but he made it through by bullying people. He never let people get close to him in fear of losing them.

Samuel and Lee be gay in college.

Alexander Hamilton seemed to be the happiest person alive. He lived with his two best friends and his boyfriend John Laurens. His college career was going swimmingly, and academically he was extremely gifted. His life seemed to be perfect. Until a car crashed ripped it apart. John was taken from him, and his life is falling to pieces, and all Alexander needs is someone to pick the pieces up and glue them together. Alexander expected it would be anyone but Thomas Jefferson, the man he despised since he met him. But life comes with surprises, and Alexander's biggest surprise was falling in love with the magenta-clad snob. I'm sorry did I say biggest? I meant worst.

Hope this book won't be much of a disaster. Charles Lee lives in a forest and has his own little cabin with 2 dogs. He eventually meets a boy named Samuel Seabury. How will Samuel react?

Thomas and Alexander had always made it known that they were enemies. So what happens when the just can't seem to hate each other??? Warning: includes kinks, a poly ship, and slight smut. You have been warned.

Senior year of high school had to have been the worst year of Alexander's life. His middle school crush, Thomas Jefferson, was bullying him, BAD. It got to the point where Hamilton hurt himself, more than just cutting... Alexander keeps himself sane by writing on his arm to his soulmate. His soulmate says that he's loved and cherished... Little does he know... His soulmate is Thomas.