[COMPLETED] Dear Voices in my Head, I used to be happy... What happened?

[COMPLETED] "phil, i have cancer"

Dan cuts himself, and Phil doesn't know. ( warning : depression, cutting, maybe attempted suicide ) TRIGGER WARNING DONE!!

Dan is highly depressed and falls for Phil, his best friend who tries to help him out of his self destructive path. Trigger warning -mention of self harm, death, eating disorders, alcoholism. Some personal views about these issues are expressed so I'm sorry if you don't agree with them but hey that's why I said "personal".

It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea what possessed me to write this. I am so sorry.

When Dan dies from a sudden sickness Phil finds it hard to let go. //Don't steal\\

Dan and Katie are both internet bloggers who are deeply in love but whilst at vidcon, Dan kissed another girl and betrayed his one and only true love. Under the pressure of Katie finding out, Dan attempts suicide but does he succeed?

Dan is sick and Phil is suffering - so what the hell are they supposed to do now?