"Just one kiss." "No." "What? You afraid you're going to catch feelings?" completed. Steve Rogers x OC

"promise you'll never forget me, buck." "i promise." [ captain america: the first avenger. ]

Lacuna: A blank space; a missing part Erin McCall was suppose to be one of S.H.I.E.L.D.'s top recruits. Nick Fury had been desperate to get her into the program since she was 14. With perfect grades and an off the charts SAT score, her future seemed set. It didn't hurt that her father was head of the Bio Mechanics division of S.H.I.E.L.D. along side her brother. But ever since the collapse of S.H.I.E.L.D. caused their deaths, Erin's once solid future seemed to collapse with it. Haunted by the things of her past, she's been a wanderer, traveling all over Europe. Now living in Romania the 8th place she has settled in since leaving everything behind, she happens across the famous Captain America and his team. After saving their lives, Steve tells her of the inevitable war approaching, Erin feels she has no choice but to help in any way she can. Before the Infinity War begins, Steve wants to wake up his best friend, James Buchanan Barnes, from his cryo sleep. Erin could be the key to fixing his destroyed arm... and making him smile again. But when Erin is forced to face the things that haunt her, can she learn to trust Captain America and his team.. and her feelings for the Winter Soldier? •POST CIVIL WAR {spoilers} •follows MCU ---------------- **I don't own any of the fictional Marvel characters, places, or metals. The only characters I own are Erin McCall and her family/friends never mentioned in the Marvel Universe**

The year is 1945, the world is at war and no one can escape the tragedies that come from the inhuman acts of violence and murder. With the Nazi-backed HYDRA organization growing stronger and stronger, some fear it is the end. Only really known in her hometown of Brooklyn, New York, Alchemy Jones is the daughter of a brilliant doctor and is studying the human body to defy women stereotypes. By a lucky chance, Jones is recruited to help a German scientist create a super-human serum to end the shortage of men for war. Alongside longtime friends, Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes, Jones is given a gift and intends to use it wisely- even if it costs her everything she loved and has learned to love. [Book One|CA TFA|Bucky Barnes Fanfic|All Rights Belong To Marvel|Cover Credit To @AnjaTheFabUnicorn|I KNOW IT SAYS THE WINTER SOLDIER WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES]

Sold to a facility at six years old to be raised as an assassin, Sweden-born Ruth Rogers was trained by whatever means necessary to become a lethal weapon. As she grew older, Ruth struggled with the reality that her memory had never been wiped like others around her but completed missions to obey the woman who commanded her. Ruth perfected her craft and quickly became known as the sly assassin Buzzkill. After suffering heavy losses, the facility was discovered and raided by SHIELD authorities. Before they could catch her, Ruth escaped SHIELD's reach and tried to live on her own for the first time in the eighteen years she's been alive. Feeling guilt for what she has done, Ruth agrees to aggressive experimentation to clear her record which ultimately results in devastating effects on her body and mind. Ruth struggles to survive as she continues to clear her conscience, becoming allies with the Winter Soldier in the process. Can Buzzkill and the Winter Soldier become strong enough to escape the place that controls them? Can they both learn to live with the consequences of their pasts while fighting their present demons? ************************************************************************************* Some characters, places, and agencies within the story belong to Marvel. Warnings: Mild Language, Violence, Mental Disabilities/Disorders (i.e. Depression, Anxiety Attacks, PTSD)