"There's a difference between trying to cope and trying to die. Trying to cope is... looking for a way to hold on, to get better, feel better. Trying to cope is plain trying. Trying to die is giving up. Trying to die is your last possible option when the coping isn't working anymore. When there's nothing left to hold onto, you try to die." ♡Sequel to Perfection♡

Beth was a simple girl. She liked simple things such as dancing and music. However, one simple thing that Beth did not like was herself. TRIGGER WARNING: self harm, ED, etc.

[ON HOLD] Her whole body is bloody and scarred. His torso and legs are bloody and scarred. *** Her soul is clouded with hate, self hate. His thoughts are occupied with hate, self hate. *** She don't care what others say. He cares about what others say. *** She walked alone. He walked alone *** But suddenly they walk together.

"I just don't think it's worth it anymore. One more pill. Just one more pill to take away the pain." Warning read at own risk. I am in no way promoting self harm or usage of drugs. Story might trigger things. Hope you enjoy.

This is about a girl named Jax. Her parents recently died and she has to move in to her best friend luke hemmings house. Jax has been abused all her life by her parents. She self harms she doesn't eat, she is bullied. "People call me ugly, worthless, fat, freak, useless, loser, stupid and many more things. Those words hurt." Warning: this story includes self harm and may be triggering

Cutting. That's all Mackenzie can think about. Suicide. She's tried. Her parents get annoyed with her relapses and sends her to her aunt in London. Who happens to be the mother of teen heart-throb Liam Payne. Mackenzie soon meets Niall Horan. Niall instantly feels connected to Mackenzie and is determined to always be there for her. But one faulty move by Niall sends Mackenzie into a world wind of trouble leading to two suicide attempts. She thought she was happy but was she just tricking herself all along? Can Niall be the one who will finally break Mackenzie of this horrible thing.

Samantha is an 18 year old teenage girl. She lives with her parents Scott and Claire. She has one friend and her name is Jasmine. She works at Starbucks and her favorite band is Bring Me The Horizon. She suffers from an eating disorder and she self harms. What happens when she meets Zayn Malik? Can he help? Let's find out...

This book is deticated to anyone who had or is dealing with depression, any type of self-harm, anorexia, etc. stay strong<3 ---------------------------------------I sob and run into the bathroom, locking the white, wood door. I look around the room. The razor. I grab it and slice my wrist multiple times. Deeper and deeper. I ignore the boys screaming and pounding on the bathroom door, only focusing on the blade. I let out a yelp when a different type of pain is felt. I did it. Oh no, I did it. I cut too deep. I cover my wrist, trying desperately to stop the blood from pouring out of it. I think I sliced my nerve. I jump when the door is broken off the hinges and the boys come running in. I look at my wrist, and back over at the door. "Help.." I softly whisper as black spots enter my vision. __________________________ Ryan is a seventeen-year-old girl and just so happens to live with the biggest Boyband on the planet. One Direction. There are surprises, shockers, secrets, romance, and loads of drama. What happens when Ryan just wants to dissaper; but she always seems to be Found?

I didn't know she was that broken. Trigger warning: GRAPHIC(!!) depictions of self harm, eating disorders, suicide, depression. Read at your own risk.

Sam has been through a lot in her 17 years of living. Loosing her mother to brain cancer at the age of 13, Sam is adopted by Jay Tomlinson. Yes, the mother of One Direction's Louis Tomlinson. When the lads go on tour Sam tags along with them, but things aren't as smooth as she thought they would be. With the growing urges to self harm and a new found love for a certain blond boy, how will things turn out? Will she have a successful relationship? Or will her depression finally consume her.