I was born to Stanley Williams and Dulsy-Maud Bernard in Coffe Grove, Porus, Manchester May 3,1948. My parents got married in 1937, I was born eleven (11) years later. My mother was forty- four (44), and my father was forty(40). My father some time later disowned me, so at age five he turned me out of his house and my cousin from my mother side took me to Kingston. I was mistreated, I was not sent to school. I had to push cart from the slaughter house about 1/2 of a mile and work in the home cutting up onions because they had a resturant. And after that I had to put cow foot and cow tripe into a little cart and take it to the Orange Street market. By 7'o'clock in the evening I had to go to Mattews Lane and Waterlane and sold cigarette until 10 pm and that go on for years. When I got back to my home and started going to school it was too late so I drop out at 14 years of age I went to a boys school, I took sick I went back home and started working for a lady I work at different places until I became a christian and went to a bible school. And that was where I started my education from there I became a Minister of Religion. I went into the army and then the police force. I body guard the Governor General Florizel Glosspole and the Prime Minister Michael Manley and opposition leader Edward Seaga and then into life insurance with sagicor formerly life of Jamaica I left and go back into ministry and I am presently a bishop with a wonderful wife. This is how my story begun.

This book is about a person trying to express their thoughts of love, rejection, denial and a little of everything. " I thought you loved me I thought you cared for me I thought you were my knight in shinning armor but I wanted you so badly I forgot poisons sometimes come in beautiful bottles ."