"Jeon Jungkook, I like you." You said, your eyes wide and cheeks on fire. You finally had the guts to tell your long time crush what you feel about him. Jungkook smiled, giving you a spark of hope and a wash of relief. Or maybe it was a false hope or just him being kind as he says, "I'm sorry but I'm already in a relationship." [Jjk au] Date started: 100118 Date finished: 090119 @agiony for cover. [Highest Rank #1 in Jimin] [Highest Rank #1 in Bangtan]

Jungkook's struggle in fighting off the voices is getting harder. People around him are worrying more and more everyday. His failed suicide attempt is raising red flags for everyone, making it more and more difficult to silence the voices inside his head. Depression, Self Harm, Self Hate, Anxiety and Anorexia, are they is friends or this enemies? When the voices get louder, it gets harder to breath. Last book in trilogy: Book one: Beaten Book two: Suicide Book three: Weightless Taekook fanfiction ===TRIGGER WARNINGS=== - Self Harm - Abuse - Anorexia - Depression - Anxiety ===TRIGGER WARNINGS===

"I'm fine," no I'm not, I'm dying inside, "are you sure?" "yes," no I'm not, I'm not fine, I need help! Jungkook finally stands up to his father, revealing his secret to his friends, finally opening up. Now that all cards are on the table will Jungkook finally face his demons head on? Or will he break again, how many more lies can he tell? Is Jungkook's story might come to a sharp end once he makes a mistake. A Taekook fanfic. Book two of trilogy Book one: Beaten Book two: Suicide Book three: Weightless ===TRIGGER WARNINGS=== -Abuse -Self Harm -Anorexia -Depression -Anxiety ===TRIGGER WARNINGS===

"Despite 7 million colors being visible to the human eye, and 48 of your color pencils available for you to use, why are you only using the black, white, and red ones?" I looked down and tried to think of the answer. I don't know, maybe because black is my dark days lacking you, white is all the emptiness I felt, and red... Is the color of my bleeding conscience. As I don't want to let him down, I kept those answers to myself. And all I said was "You want me to start using other colors too?" "As much as I want you to start opening your heart, to the fact that you have many other people who loves you and cares about you, and that it's not only me." I froze as I am not able to give him an answer to that. I hate lying. But I hated disappointing him even more. started: 08/08/15 completed: 23/06/17