"you're the only thing that keeps me from going back to that place." wherein a boy with an abusive past endlessly seeks the thing his mind has been yearning for since his scarred childhood: control. yet what happens when he realizes that there is something else in his life that leaves him questioning if his heart is chasing it? and if so, why is his heart's desire so lethal to him? ~ .~•*♡ cover credits to the talented @PEACHBALM ♡*•~.

raw musings. chapters containing potentially upsetting/triggering concepts will be marked with an asterisk (*). read at your own risk.