after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners

Just some headcanons for the lovely duo because why not?

Starts 18/2/17 Finished 28/2/17 Edited "It's been so long. Did you miss me?" "You wish, idiot."

An au in which every wound of your soulmate will appear in your body too but in a flowery manner. If you are with your soulmate, the flowers will be gone. But once they are dead. It would remain there and the wound that caused the death will be.. . . . . Thorns.

ᴛ ᴀ ɪ ɴ ᴛ ᴇ ᴅ ; + sᴄᴀʀs ᴏғ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ᴄᴀʀᴠᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. ᴏғ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙʀᴀɴᴅɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴛᴀɪɴᴛɪɴɢ. AC ; era_pippi | twt/x TW ⚠️ || this story contains themes such as; - verbal abuse - alcohol abuse - suicide - toxic relationships [VII] - © seohonyx - #1 soukoku 1/28/20 🥺🥳 - #3 dazaixchuuya 7/16/20 💕 - #2 dazaixchuuya 7/19/20 💘 - #1 dazaixchuuya 7/23/20 - 7/28/20 😳❤️ 📍ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ɴᴏᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ғᴀɴғɪᴄ ᴅᴏᴇs ɴᴏᴛ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴɪᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴍᴀɴɢᴀ. ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴏsᴇʟʏ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ. 📍ᴀʟsᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇʟɪɴᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀʟᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ.

"Chuuya, I loved you." "I believe you, bastard, because I did too."

❝ DEATH IS MY SALVATION. ❞ - dazai osamu, 22 he was known as the suicidal maniac, bearing no particular attachment to the living world and solely wished to die. ❝ THERE'S SO MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN I CAN EVER LIVE. ❞ - nakahara chuuya, 22 he felt as if there wasn't enough time to truly live his life. one day, he met a suicidal freak by the lake and was utterly aggravated by his existence. he swore he'd give the man a reason to live and become his solace. ❝ everyone is bound to die, anyway. why seek death when it is steadily approaching you? ❞ ＊＊＊ WARNING: ╳ an angst fanfiction. ╳ set in a parallel universe where abilities do not exist. ╳ this book frequently talks about suicide and the difficult mind of dazai. if this subject makes you uncomfortable, please consider reading my other works instead. thanks! [ written ; 03.03.17 ] [ published ; 22.04.17 ]

Philophobia: The fear of falling in love or emotional attachment. The risk is usually when a person has confronted any emotional turmoil relating to love in the past but also can be chronic phobia.

Chuuya gets chased from the mafia and finds himself in Dazai's apartment. Things get messy when the old Soukoku duel are forced to share a house together. Drama. Drama. And more drama. Nothing is normal when it comes to the two of them. But they never expected this ending...

some very ooc angsty/fluffly/steamy soukoku fic c': (somehow this 600 word oneshot turned into this sad excuse for a 10k word fanfic) WARNINGS/TRIGGERS: mentions of suicide, self-harm, strong language, drinking, smoking and sex (it's no smut though...)