River is a teenage boy, and is not only bullied at school, but was abused by his father. He just wants to find real love, and one day is taken away from his abusive dad to an orphanage. After being in many other abusive homes, Dahvie from Blood On the Dance Floor adopts him. He goes through a few relationships, thinking he can find love from them... when really it was two other guys he never expected to love and want. Warning: Depression, anorexia, PTSD, and Abuse (Sexual abuse included) are in this fan fiction.

It wasn't meant to be like this. I hadn't meant to say that. You weren't meant to run. I didn't want you to cry. But you did. ~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~>~> The chapters are all going to be relatively short but please give it a chance. Enjoy :) Copyright © 2015, _headintheclouds™ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. This book contains material protected under International and Federal Copyright Laws and Treaties. Any unauthorized reprint or use of this material is prohibited. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system without express written permission from the author / publisher.

{BOOK ONE IN: The Alpha's Trilogy} I'd never seen eyes quite like his. It's like they looked right into my soul. I could feel my body tensing as he walked closer. I knew if I could hear my heartbeat, everyone else could as well. I took a deep breath and stepped forward, extending my hand toward him. "Welcome to the Autumn Fall's Pack, I'm Alpha Silas. It's nice to finally meet you, Beta." *Ranked Top 10 in BXB** *Ranked Number 1 in Packs* -All Right Reserved -Mature

after having no friends and family for 19 years when he moves from his old collage he thinks its all going to be bad but when he meets Mitch his world just might be not so bad after all.