In this story you're reading about a 16 year old girl named Nataly just trying to finish high school with her best friend Laurie But what happens when she meets Jahseh and her mother get diagnosed with cancer. Her world turns upside down completely?

Your mom and her friend is going out of town for 2 months. You we're ask to watch your moms friend son until she gets back. Turns out her little son also haves a older brother name jahseh

"I wanted to give him a million reasons to live, even if none of those reasons somehow involved me..." X has led a life full of tragedies and set backs he carries scars and wounds so deep in his heart that love, life, and trust have no meaning. He's always searching for some sort of meaning in his everyday life, aching to fill the void. To calm the voice's in his head. And one day he discovers that what he needs in his life is innocence. And it comes in a form of a girl with a bright smile, pure heart, and shy soul. Her purity, her innocence captivate and make even the most impossible possible. X begins to form a bond, a bond that is tied by fate but the tragedy that shadows over them makes even the brightest fade. (Fair warning: This story just might make you cry)

Don't you see it, your my drug But how?, I'm just as broken as you lol pls don't copyright thxs <3

DISCLAIMER: this book was written and published before the death of jahseh. if you are easily triggered please do not read, thank you. ***MAY CONTAIN OFFENSIVE LANGUAGE, SLURS AND CONTENT*** (my first ever written book so there will be many spelling errors, grammar mistakes and etc.) •highest rank- #9 IN FAN FICTION « first and original xxxtentacion fanfic of a boy moving next door. » #LLJ🕊♥️ fly high baby. COMPLETED.