Have you ever gotten that feeling in the bottom of your gut telling you to do something or go somewhere? Well Alexa had that feeling that she couldn't resist on the one night. That night her life changed forever. When their paths cross, they never expected to be thrown into a whirlwind of a forbidden love story. Can Alexa trust Namjoon with her secret that could kill her? Will they be able to make it through together? Or be torn apart by their families?

Sequel - Mafia's Desire - is out on my profile now! The moment I approached his isolated mansion in the middle of the woods, I knew my life was forever changed. The moment I laid my eyes on him, I knew my life was forever changed. The moment he showed me the first hint of kindness, I knew my life was forever changed. The moment he first kissed me, I knew my life was forever changed. Arsenio Campione, leader of the Campione organized crime family, saved me, a broken girl who had escaped from a broken home. **** He moved up and sat on his knees between my legs. His hands gripped my hips. "I need you, Arsenio. Please," I begged. I knew he wanted this too, but he was hesitant. He wanted to make sure I was serious, and I was. I had never been so sure of anything. I wanted him. He tightened his hold on my bare hips. "I can't hold back anymore, Eloise. I need you, too." "I don't want you to hold back," I whispered against his lips. Disclaimer: I do not speak Italian. I translated English to Italian using Google Translate. Also, thanks @idemen-san for creating the cover!

"you certainly do make me feel pretty." (TRIGGER WARNING - eating disorder, self-harm.)