Letting go is so easy for some but not for me. I don't know but my heart is just so stubborn. I don't easily give up. It takes me a very long time to let go. My eyes can always see the other side of the story. A flicker of light in the candle gives me hope for a better future. But that was changed that Sunday afternoon when I communicated with him the feelings I've been holding on...the hurt that caused me so much pain that seemed to rip off my heart again and again. I've tried to hold his hands, but to my surprise, it felt cold. I knew that there was something missing. Well, perhaps the pain was so strong that my love was overshadowed by it. It saddened me to know that I felt that way. But I'd never been so true to my feelings before. I just don't know. I could justify everything that was out of standard but not that time. Ending any relationship is really hard and devastating. I couldn't believe that I was thinking that way that time. Fear engulfed my heart. There were many "what ifs" in mind. And the thing was I didn't have the courage to say goodbye. It would be just fine if I'd be the one being left behind. I never saw myself saying goodbye. It was true that I've been so hard on myself. I'd been thinking of the feelings of others more than mine. My heart couldn't contain the feeling of hurting someone. In my mind, I knew that I should be kind to myself that time. I should give myself a chance to move on and grow...to be happy. For that one time, I wanted to decide for myself. I wanted to be true to my feelings. I am Faith and this is my story... Author's Note: I pray that you will be able to enjoy this story. This is the unedited version since I explored publishing this with WestBow Press in 2018. God bless you my dear friends and readers.

This is a quick commentary on a couple of verses found in the bible dealing with the subject of faith. I am a Christian so the faith I speak of is faith in Jesus Christ. It's a good review on what faith really is, the importance of it, how to gain it, and how to grow it. Hope you enjoy, love you all and remember: "Without faith it is impossible to please God." -Hebrews 11:6

"YOU" this you is very important because each one of you are destined for contribution to this earth. to discover the best in you I have put forth an easy 10 step plan to be a groomed person in life, to be loved and liked by all. p.s.: I do not believe developing a personality. i love your individual personality and respect it for YOU are the creation of almighty and deserved to be loved and respected. So I put forth steps to enhance your personality

Overcome by gratitude for my life and the people in it. Awe struck by the little things, the details, the ideas. Spellbound by the beauty of nature and wonder of the Universe- this poem came from these feelings early one morning.