"i'm not afraid of death; i just don't want to be there when it happens." (cover by elle)

"We can do the lessons, and if one of us falls in love, we'll stop seeing each other and the lessons as well." "Okay, deal."

UPDATE, A COUPLE OF YEARS LATER Hey guys, please read this bit before you read this story. This story contains descriptions of violence and needs an overall trigger warning for suicide. When I wrote the chapters for this story, I wasn't in the best state of mind and I projected that into my writing as some sort of therapy; only difference between me and other people going through depression as I was back then, is that I published mine which contributes to the romanticisation of suicide and mental illness. I didn't understand mine back then, but I do now. Please seek help if you identify with the OC. It's not healthy and damages your soul as it had mine. I am better now. I want you to be better, too. You matter. You are your own universe and your sun, you moon, your stars... don't forget that. Take care of yourself because you are important. I wish someone said that to me back then, so I am saying it to you now. I am more than happy to talk to anyone going through the same thing I went through. Again, thank you so much to everyone who engaged with this story over the years! I would take it down because I personally do not believe in a lot of the things I wrote back then that has been intertwined with this story but I want it up to at least reach out to someone and keep a memory of my writing progress. Lots of love, Z xx

April Maiden, as we know is depressed and suffers with immense problems. With new trauma and situations will Luke and April keep their relationship going? A second book,with more heart warming, tense and gripping chapters. Will April keep the boys with her, or will they all loose her? Read the Sequel to Self Harm, Depression & The Janoskians and find out!

Dan Howell is a timid boy, who always does as he is told. He was once friends with Phil Lester, the 'bad influence' who soon ditches Dan for the popular group in Year 7. After five years of not talking to each other, they're partnered in a project and Phil's wants to win Dan over just like he has with most of their year. But yet, Dan is determined to find out what Phil is hiding behind his arrogant mask.

Ryan, a 17 year old teenage girl is hired to work with Lou Teasdale. She's excited. She will be able to get intern hours and very little pay which will all make for a good resume. But what happens when she isn't what the 5 Seconds of Summer boys expected?

Gavin Free has been close friends with Michael and the rest of the Rooster Teeth crew for years now, but he's never been completely honest with himself. He starts to notice changes in Michael's behavior, like the fact he's been out late gambling and drinking. It's quite mysterious, and Gavin's curiosity means he is soon finding out things he shouldn't be involved with. Gavin has never been a romantic and doesn't know what to say, do, or think. All he knows is whenever it comes to Michael he only wants more. After a while Gavin finds it hard to believe he once considered his life normal, especially when he finds himself with the option of having that life live forever. - cover art is by: http://fuckyeahmichaelgavin.tumblr.com -

Michael never thought he would actually miss Gavin, but the Rooster Teeth office seemed so much quieter without his British best friend. Will his longing for Gavin turn their friendship into something more?