***Please note that this book has been taken down because it's been published, and you can see only the sample chapters of the published version. You can find the links to both ebook and paperback in my profile bio. ------------- I have always been bullied and trapped in darkness. I hoped life would get better when I moved to my mother's hometown, but it only got worse because it was there that I met my unrequited crush, Hayden Black. He despised me from day one, and even more when I became best friends with his twin, Kayden. Kayden gave light to my life, but my happiness with him lasted only until one night two years ago. That night Kayden died because of me. Half of me died with him. The other half was left to bleed, suffering Hayden's and his friends' constant bullying. Now I must endure one more year before I can finally escape them and go to college. This year has to be different. Either I will become stronger, or they will finally break me into nothing. ----------- Highest rank in Romance: #1 on 10/28/2017 Bullied won the Best Romance and the Best Diverse Book award and the Bullied series won the Best Trilogy/Series award in The Fiction Awards 2018. --------- I wrote this novel for #NaNoWriMo2016 #NaNoWinner2016

[Poetry] No description can fully define love, for the only way to truly understand it is to feel it, especially every shade of it. Circa 2016-2018

Taehyung:" I just can't anymore... Kookie, what can I do to make it stop.", V kneeled down in front of Jungkook letting out all his tears and dark thoughts, which he was holding back for so long. V become a walking mess after his grandmother died, who was like a mother to him. In addition, his best friend and a close friend of him, also main singer of Shinee, committed suicide. Why are all people V loves and cares about slowly dying and leaving him behind . Jungkook realises, that V's psychological state is getting worse. Can Jungkook help V overcome his depressiv thoughts. The whole story is based on recent occasions and is focusing on BTS as a boy-band . Main focus is on Vkook. Maybe a little bit of Yoonmin. You probably already have realised, that English is not my first language. But I prefer writing and reading stories in English. Hhhahaha I apologize for all the mistakes I will probably make ..😂😅😅

"h-hi. my name is jimin. and i want to die." - [ lowercase intended ; do not read if you feel uncomfortable reading suicidal / depressing thoughts or scenes ] - rankings: june 19, 2018: #506 in #park

My readers are the witnesses to these jumbled thoughts that crash and collide in my head, that my fingers from the letters to words that work their way into sentences that become stories and tales for your brain to pull apart into sentences and words and simple thoughts that will float around in your mind as well.

Based on their Music Video itself, these young men who got broken financially and emotionally, adding physically, wanted to get revenge, rebel and even leave life. Namjoon, Seokjin, Heoseok, Jungkook, Taehyung, Jimin and Yoongi have been best friends since childhood, but realized themselves that they all might not see each other again. "Getting heart broken is not easy" "You should try getting treated lile a dog while you're working." "I'll miss you guys." "Me too... See you all soon" Will they see each other again? With what just we saw in their MV, looks like there's no more HOPE , right? Well, let's see. WE NEED THEM, DONT WE? So do they... I hope you'll enjoy this fanfiction on why did they commit such things on the music video of "I NEED U" and what will happen to them next. Is it really the end for them? Will Jungkook just get beaten up, V killed a person and go to jail, Suga burn himself up, jimin drown himself and waste water, J-hope collapse in the middle of a highway where many cars were passing by but ignored him, jin well... just placed flower petals on the floor and Rap monster stuck on being a gasoline boy? hehehe... who knows? We dont want them to just get an ending like that, right? Hope you'll be in full anticipation to have time to read. THANK YOU! Oh, and in case you dont know... Seokjin = Jin Yoongi = Suga Heoseok = J-Hope Namjoon = Rap Monster Jimin = Jimin V = Taehyung Jungkook = Jungkook-ie

k.t.h ◆◆◆◆◆◆◆ When the shyest girl and the most popular boy at school switch bodies, their lives are turned upside down as they catch a glimpse into completely different perspectives of life. ◆◆◆◆◆◆◆ She learns to live. He learns to love.

Hwa Yang Yeon Hwa (화양연화) Daydream - Unrest - Blooming "I need you girl ... Why am I in love alone, Why am I hurting alone ? I need you girl ... Why do I keep needing you When I know I'll get hurt ?" I NEED U -BTS

poetry by a person that's afraid of people. 12/23/15- #1 in poetry

After months of therapy, Garrett Delko is still struggling to cope with his brother's suicide. The only time he finds peace is on the pitching mound and with a mysterious girl he's been obsessed with since the first week of college. One night, he sees her jumping off a bridge and it leads to an unexpected connection neither can deny. Garrett resolves to stay away, but as their paths intersect, he wonders if she's the answer he's looking for. Arianne Zhang is no one's magic remedy. She has her own troubles and doesn't need an adorable baseball player messing up her hard-earned anonymity. However, as they confide in each other, she begins falling for him. Then Arianne's secrets are exposed, and both must face tough choices. Can they find the strength to let go of their insecurities to help each other? Or will the colors of their past blind them to the truth?