Connor Murphy never expected to have graduated high school, nor to be living with Evan Hansen. Then again, Connor Murphy never expected for the anxious Evan Hansen to jump in front of him and save his life in the school parking lot all those years ago.

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~*COMPLETED*~ What if the letter accident didn't go they way it did? What if Connor never killed himself? What if him and Evan became friends? ~~~ "What?" "..y-you heard me." "Well duh I heard you. I'm not deaf." ".. your not.." "Not what?" He said, almost glaring. "..not.. pushing me.." I quietly murmured, looking down and playing with the hem of my shirt. "..oh.. uh.. well I was pissed so.. sorry for the other day I guess." ~~~ ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE *WARNING* swearing is in this book but mainly from one character, so if you don't like continuous swearing then don't read this Also this is gay, so if you don't like the idea of two boys together then this isn't for you Please don't steal and please enjoy! BTW IF YOU HAVENT SEEN DEAR EVAN HANSEN THEN YOU WILL BE VERY CONFUSED SO I RECOMMEND WATCHING IT, IT IS VERY GOOD :) Started 6/28/17 Finished 9/12/17

"i always told myself to step into the sun, but little did i know that she'd be doing cartwheels into the light..." disclaimer: i don't own any of dear evan hansen, and i am fully aware there is another fanfic on wattpad with the same title. this cover was created by the dear evan hansen team :))

Evan still hasn't moved on. The death of Connor Murphy was enough to tip him over. Or was it? Evan claims he doesn't want anything to do with things that remind him of Connor. But why push those away? It's been 2 years. Year one was the worst. The only reason Evan is still alive is because he's terrified of self harm. Just because of what happened to Connor. Evan can't stand it, he can't stare at a knife or even a razor for very long without breaking down into tears. Year two was slightly better. Evan wasn't as depressed as year one. Jared was helping him cope with Connor's death. Evan did space out a lot, or even cry over something that's not even sad. I guess you could say he was like a girl on her period. Some days happy, others, pretty upset. Currently, Evan has a job, Jared's in college and they both live together. What happens when one event leads to another, and Jared finds something that might help this case. Something pretty important... Will Evan face this problem or will he disappear like Connor did? ~~~ Ok this description wasn't the best (I'm sorry) but yes, this is the sequel to Sincerely, Me *WARNING* language is used so read with care Also this is G A Y so if you don't like the thought of that, then don't read this ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE enjoy!