LucianaMartinz
"Please, please, Christina!" she whispered with so much desperation and deep sorrow.
I continued to stay completely and utterly frozen, not able to move or even move a finger. When she didn't receive a response, I felt the warmth of her hand escape mine and heard him exit, silently out of the small, blue and white room. I wanted to breakdown right then and there but it was clearly impossible. I can't move, speak, feel or see anything.
It is just so painful when I hear people speaking around me, talking about me and my current conditions. It is painful to hear them sob and not be able to comfort them. I'm just making their pain even worse by not making a single move or just a twitch of a muscle. It hurts to know that I'm only lying down on a bed with a machine that is keeping me alive, keeping me from being engulfed into imperishable oblivion.