it's gone. Many people find their escape through writing. That was true for Camila. She wrote in her journal daily, without fail, about her best friend and long-time crush, Lauren. But when her journal ends up in the wrong hands, she's forced to either succumb to reality or make her voice heard. JOURNALS IS OFFICIALLY A BOOK. AVAILABLE FOR WORLDWIDE SHIPPING. Createspace: createspace.com/5954029 Amazon: Journals https://www.amazon.com/.../1522.../ref=cm_sw_r_api_SJGPxb9J7Y4T6

"Her eyes screamed danger, but her touch screamed love."

Every day it rang. Every day Camila ignored it, until one day Camila picked up the Payphone on the shady alley that branched off Cameron Street. The Voice that spoke: It was not what Camila was expecting, and neither was the journey that followed. The Voice made sure its very existence was ingrained into Camila's Life. The Voice called every day, and Camila picked up every day... Until one day, the calls stopped coming; but Life kept moving on.

This is relationship suicide. Hiatus.

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She turned to look at her, and she was already looking back. "I'm going to miss you when I wake up," She whispered, because she realized that she must have fallen asleep. Lauren was too real for her imagination. She was a dream. "Don't wake up," she said.

Camila is the semi-optimistic teen girl, some may say wise beyond her years, who fears insanity in the future. Lauren is the one that fears she will be the cause of her own demise, and there's nothing she can do about it. None the less, she buries pieces of her soul in all her works of art. To most people, the capabilities of our minds is one of the greatest in the world. To people like Lauren and Camila, it's one of the scariest. The two are well aware that there's always that slim chance that you can slip away, not just from others, but from yourself, and it's no ones fault. It's just how it is. How you deal with this realization, well that's something completely different. So the question lies: How can they make the most of the parts of their past that do nothing but linger around them? Will it pull them together, or tear them apart?

Camila and Lauren have a long, long history together. They are tied to each other in more than one ways, which forces them to stay connected to each other. Lauren however, needs space to be able to fully get over her ex-girlfriend. But the fact that they are co-workers doesn't really help to provide that space. Maybe when Camila is in the International Space Station of NASA for research, will she have some time to fully get over her. Because how much more distance can you get, when one of you is in Outer Space?

It's 2016. This is Miami. We're both young, naive idiots who could never comprehend the dark underbelly of this world. You've been broken, and you need me. I've been sculpted, and I need you as well. We have a good thing going, where you won't let me leave, and I won't let you hurt. But what if everything began to change. Be honest - would you still be here with me?