"Why do you always sit out there in the rain?" "So no one can tell that i'm crying." ⚠️Trigger warning: if you cannot handle subjects such as self harm, strong violence, strong language, or possibly rape, this book is not for you⚠️

"I'm sorry," he began, stepping forward "I couldn't say this over the phone. I couldn't. I just... I was so happy!" Your face fell, you were sitting here, dreading everything you had ever done, and he was happy. "When you told me, my heart stopped, I - I couldn't speak... I love you (Name.) and I couldn't tell you that, without wanting to touch you, to hold you, to make you mine, and just... just look at you." He sighed, his cheeks beet red, your own matching him style. TRIGGER WARNING TRIGGER WARNING PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, WILL HATE, OR ARE SENSTIVE TO TOPICS INVOLVING DEPRESSION/ANXIETY #2 Dan #10 YOUTUBE

HIGHEST #5 IN TAG danhowell #3 IN TAG philiplester #7 IN TAG danisnotonfire #100 IN TAG danielhowell #8 IN sophomore A/N: I do not own anyone in this story unless said otherwise! this story is so AU that the line separating an American and British lifestyle doesn't exist. I'm American myself so if you have any type of confusion, just comment a question and I'll try my best to answer. It's pretty confusing... but it's worth the risk. ALSO DAN HOWELL CAME OUT, YAY FOR HIM, LOVE THAT!! so this fic is officially dated, i apologize for any offensive things that are written here, i'm bi so i found the gay jokes funny. anyways, enjoy the story!! ** Daniel Howell. The cool, hot guy. Philip Lester. The best friend. Yourself. The one in between. //like my work? check out my Phil Lester X Reader; 'Innocent Lester' and some d&p oneshots/imagines! Please and thank you!//

HIGHEST RANKING IN Fanfiction #55, danielhowell #45, philiplester #1 Two years ago, Dan Howell was nothing but a jerk to you. A little less than two years ago, Dan Howell was your crush; known to your best friend, Phil Lester. Even lesser than two years ago, Dan Howell was your boyfriend who loved you dearly; no secrets kept. More than less of two years ago, Dan Howell took you on a trip to meet his family. A little later than that, Dan Howell was beaten in front of you by his father. That same day, Phil requested a rather stupid but smart idea. About last year, Phillip and Daniel became legal brothers. Two years later, Daniel and yourself haven't been closer, Senior year of High School. The stress of college and job acknowledgements may not be the cherry atop of the year. There will be first time "events" between you two. How will you react when most of the senior girls seem to attract Dan like a magnet? How will Dan behave when his past is tracked with abuse? How will the three of you stay close after this? //like my work? check out my Phil Lester X Reader; 'Innocent Lester' and some d&p oneshots/imagines! Please and thank you!//

"The devil is real, but he's not a little red man with horns and a tail, he can be beautiful."

(A completed novel) Warning: mentioning of drug use, swearing, violence + In a world where all high school attendants made it through the years peacefully, comes two people that were bound to break the rule. Meet Y/N, a teenager that copes with Dan Howell's crude ways throughout the year. With countless name callings and threats, hides true hidden feelings Daniel bottles up away from everyone. And behind a smile hides a distressed person that Y/N hides from everyone. Y/N hates his guts while Dan becomes a lovesick, warped boy that is completely new to the feeling of love. Could Dan redefine and prove to Y/N that he could change and make her look beyond his mistakes?

A story set in New York City that has both fluff and smut! Yay! Also in this fic you're 22 so since most of you are teens (like myself) you can just imagine.

"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy strikes and he can't take it. However, he meets Phil Lester, the outgoing flirt with too big of a heart to handle. The two become close, and Dan soon realizes that even with his switch off, he can't deny that Phil is slowly reaching to turn it back on, and Dan can't seem to push his hand away.

I'll try to write a Dan x reader fanfiction. it was inspired by: @BoringStar's story - Waking up married to Dan (Danisnotonfire x reader) (AmazingPhil x reader). It starts with the same scene, but that's basically where the similarities end. :) I hope you enjoy the story!^^ (y/n) ~ your name (f/n) ~ friend's name (also, I ship Phan for life, so don't think I'm not one of you because of that Dan x reader story...) ~Kat

short story ♡ '' dont be so afraid of me darling, we're all mad here. '' +++ in which a patient in a mental institution falls for his nurse. +++ a daniel james howell fanfic because why the fuck not? +++ !do not copy! +++ !mature! +++