[slow updates] ideal /adjective/ 1. satisfying one's conception of what is perfect; most suitable *This story includes bdsm, noncon/rape, crossdressing, ddlb, dmlb, and a bunch of other disturbing things. Don't read if these things bother you. I'm not lying*

Jimin has always been the nerd of the school. He used to have friends. He had Namjoon, Suga,Jungkook,Jin,JHope,and V. One day they became just like the rest. What did Jimin do to them? His friends were all he had and now they despise him more than anybody. Maybe they just realized how worthless he really was. After that was when Jimin became depressed. The bullying didn't get to him before because he had the rest of BTS. Now he had nothing and it hurt. He had no one . No matter how much he cried or how many times he tried to tell someone , anyone no one listened. No one cared.Why did they leave him? What happens when BTS sees their old friend try to jump off a bridge? When they see Jimin try to end it? Will they lose Jimin? Or will they try to pick up the pieces of Jimin they shattered? #10 in fan fiction 8/24/16 Warnings: mentions of self harm, starvation,depression, suicide ATTEMPT. Do not read if you have been through this and are worried it will cause traumatic memories I would hate to cause anyone pain Thank you @Yoonmin_swaeg for the wonderful cover ❤️

[SLOW UPDATES] [LAST BOOK IN THE JUNGKOOKxBTS SERIES] Jungkook can't be healed but maybe he can be saved. *major plot twist if y'all keep reading*

THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! Sorry :( ~~ Jungkook has always struggled with depression and takes any hate about himself being a member of bts to the extreme, including harming himself to take away his inner pain. What will happen when others in bts start to find about his problems and new problems start to arise within the members? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I felt like every tear I had cried in the last three years came back tenfold. I let my shirt fall as he brought me into his chest letting me get his shirt soaked with my crying. I could feel him start to rub my back again but I felt as if I wasn't even there. All I could focus on was the fact that I just showed the person that I had such growing feelings for something I never wanted him to know about for the rest of my life. Thinking about all of this just made me cry harder and harder until I was sobbing as I clutched onto the balled up shirt for dear life, feeling as if my world was just shattering around me at this very moment. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: does include self harm and thoughts of suicide, do not read if you are easily triggered

Kim Taehyung, the guy who was chosen to be the new member of BTS. One day he went out to go to the park which is 5 minutes away from the dorm and there he met 12 nice guys who cared and loved him even though he was not part of their group,the group's name is EXO and they were all caring and nice guys. But there was a problem, the others doesn't like him, behind of being part of BTS and being the hated one, he has a dark secret, what if EXO and his own group found his dark secret what will be their reaction. Will his own group love and care about him? Or Will they continue to neglect and pushed him out? ~Found out~

"Who are you?" "I'm Taehyung aren't I?" "Give us back the real Taehyung!" Taehyung centric fanfiction. Start: April 13, 2017 End:

"All he wants is their ATTENTION" Started: 01/20/17 Ended: 06/04/17 Highest rank: #23 in Fanfiction ||07/02/17|| ©-cutetaeminkook

Jungkook didn't expect to come home to a zombie apocalypse. Nor did he expect to meet these six beautiful souled people that are willing to protect and love him. With their lives on the line, they strive to survive in a world where the predators devour the preys. The group starts unravelling secrets that leads to why the apocalypse had even started, and somehow Jungkook seems to be the center of it. What more will he learn of the past he had never known? ****(Ongoing)**** (This ff is not romance centered, it has triggering scenes of abuse, torture, murder, and depression, if you are not comfortable with those then dont read)

Jokes are half meant and promises are half lies. An angsty BTS fanfic where Jungkook was spoiled by his hyungs before something happened. A new member, and she's a girl! She was welcomed by the group, and they were all happy. Until someday, she wanted to be the maknae of the group. Not just any maknae, the golden maknae. She destroyed the hyung's impressions of Jungkook, and tried to turn their attention to her. And it worked. The hyungs left Jungkook alone completely. Jungkook broke, and the members regretted it. What will happen to Jungkook next? Read to find out ;)

Am I nothing? ------------------ Published: December something lmao End: