"Would you please have mercy on me? I'm a puppet on your string...." ••• I had to be smart and really think about it, "We break up after eight months, nothing longer. Everything is for show and when we're not in public nothing happens. You have your life and I'll have mine." He nodded, "There's a couple of things I have as well. You'll be living with me, don't worry we'll have separate rooms. When in public don't talk unless spoken to. You don't try anything funny in public, I'm allowed to bring any girl I want home. And you are not to develop feelings for me." He smirked at the last part. I rolled my eyes at how full of himself he is, "Don't worry I'll restrain myself." He chuckled, "Great so do we have a deal?" He asked extending his hand out to me. ••• Started 8.20.16 || Finished 4.24.17

"Nobody knows the way that I know her..." ••• America Adams, the girl who's been bullied as a kid and rumors about her spread like a wild fire. She tried to stop them but nothing worked...so why not go along with them and have the bad reputation? Started Sep. 19th, 2016|| Finished July. 23rd, 2018 Copyright 2016 | ILLUMlNATE

"There's no safety net that's underneath, I'm free fallin' all in you..." ••• Fate has a funny way of working, though this time it struck at the wrong time. Two people who were very much in love bump into each other. The only problem was, they weren't in love with one another but with other people. Or so they thought. Started 11.17.17 || Ended 10.20.18 Copyright 2017 | ILLUMlNATE

"Im also proposing a deal." "What kind of deal?" "A relationship kind of deal." ........................... Aubrey is a 17 year old girl who has a hell of a good life. But she would never, ever be associated with Shawn Mendes, her schools bad boy. But when they end up at the same party, they start talking, and things escalate. Before she knows it, they've made a deal. A relationship. Sex, basically. But there's one catch. They've agreed on no feelings involved whatsoever. What will happen when she realizes she's caught feelings for him?

Nicole is just a normal girl with only 2 best friends. She is in love with magcon (old) but she knows that she is just a fan. Her parents don't even care about her. She doesn't even know who her older brother is! Her parents won't tell her. One day Matthew Espinosa moved next door to Nicole. She started to freak out because she loved magcon (old). She pretended that she never knew magcon (old). Matt and nicole are now besties and Matt introduces her to Shawn Mendes. She starts having feelings for him but she thinks that he doesn't like her like that. Nicole finally meets her older brother..... "Wait Nicole!" I hear someone say so I turned around and see the ______ ______. (I am not telling you who it is in the discription) "how do you know my name? Your famous!!!" I say. "I'm your older brother" I was in shock.

"I'm no good for you. It won't work, we won't work. So let's just leave things as they are." Even though I don't mean one bit of what I'm saying I really think it's for the best. "You know I can't just leave you. It's not that simple. You can't just unlove someone. I can't stop loving you. I want your love." He says and and though his face shows so much seriousness his eyes speak all the love in the world. "Why?" He smiles and looks me deep in the eyes. "Because I can't live without it."

Hey I'm Petra, I live in New York and I'm 15 years old. I'm obsessed with Ariana Grande, Justin Bieber and Shawn Mendes OFC! He is my crush! He is so cute and funny I love his personality and his smile and his voice and I can't believe that I'm gonna meet him! This M&G just changed my whole life in a good but also in a wrong way! ( To find out what happened read my story )

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"You have not lived until you have laid eyes on him!" -------------------- Cassiopeia (Cassie) had finally gotten to college. She had been working towards it all her life and when she got there, she met many obstacles including a certain teacher.