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  • Take the monsters away | Phan (Completed)
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    Dan howell is starting at a new school, he is abused and raped by his own father, Phil lester is the so called emo fag, people call him that because someone told everyone he's gay, so he gets brutally beaten everyday but pretends as if nothing happens, what happens when they met? Started: August 30th Ended: January...

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  • It Wasn't for Us //PHAN
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    (Phan) Two dysfunctional teenagers, one has an obsessive personality and the other loathes almost everything around him. Does something positive and lovely comes out of two negative things? *might trigger bad memories at some points* PREVIOUSLY TITLED 'Stranger'

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  • Deep // Phan AU
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    "I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

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  • SUPER RICH KIDS | PHAN
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    phan // in which a rich kid meets a cute homeless boy who has something he needs

  • Tired. Silent. Starving. (PHAN)
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    mute!Dan and happy!Phil Dan has been a mute since he was about 10 due to the abuse he received as a child. he also developed anorexia and insomnia by the time he was 14. Phil is the new kid at school. He is very happy and content with his life. he didn't understand why or how people could be depressed, until he meets...

  • WTF is Gender?
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    A place where your favorite trans babe talks about gender and it's many mysteries.

  • Staring Competition ~ Phan AU
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    New kid, Dan Howell moves in to town. His first impression with the shy kid, Phil, is not great. Does that mean they will never talk to each other. No. But with all of their encounters, it gets worse and Dan is starting to look like he hates everyone. When Dan and Phil get paired in a project, things may change. There...

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  • Discovering Love // phan
    1.1M 53.9K 21

    Dan is a firm believer that love doesn't exist. Not in adults, and definitely not in high school. He detests silly love stories and petty relationships, posing as 'love', and nothing could possibly change his mind in that. But when new student Phil takes an intrest in Dan, he can't deny that he's interested in the boy...

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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • please don't break my heart
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    [complete] dhizzle : can i call u mine? amazingphil : ugh ; 2009!phan ; copyright © 2018

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  • the broken
    1.3M 63.1K 49

    the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

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  • Kik || Phan
    1.7M 74K 50

    "New Kik Message!" Amazingphil: hello human bean Danisnotonfire: go away I suck at summaries but give this story a try {other celebrities mentioned} ****TRIGGER WARNING****

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  • emotions (phan)
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    "The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...

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  • I Like Bad Boys (Phan)
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    Pastel!Dan and Punk!Phil! Phil, a punk, was wildly know for being the type to have sex with a girl and dump her. He didn't care much about his poor image until Dan, an openly gay pastel boy, steals his attention. When they decide to see if they will work, Phil becomes happier than he ever has. However, there seems to...

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  • Emotionless Robot? (Logicality)
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    Logan has feelings for his good friend Patton. Patton doesn't know. Logan has no idea how to act. (Many thanks to IITheBlackCanaryII, C is my muse.) (No Deceit in this story, sorry, I've been writing this for about 2 years now...(just thought I'd clarify that I didn't write this story with him in mind.))

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  • Logicality- Morality/Dad x Logic (Thomas Sanders)
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    Logic is usually the one to go to when there's a problem. He's smart, he'll know what to do. But what happens when he has a problem of his own that he can't fix? He isn't very good with dealing with emotions. And there's a specific personality that these strange feelings he has are for. But he needs help. So he decide...

  • (Logically Speaking) Opposites Attract *Logicality*
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    Prince and Anxiety are a couple. Misleading Compliment and Pranks are best friends. So who's left? Morality and Logic, of course. In Logic's opinion, Dad just has too many feelings; they overflow out of him and splash onto everyone else, making them experience emotions as well. Ugh, feelings. The bane of Logan's exist...

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  • radio
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    where dan is a struggling music artist and phil is a cocky, successful and a sexually frustrated producer ; copyright © 2016 ; highest ranking #5

  • control ;; phan
    222K 16.1K 42

    "goddamn right, you should be scared of me" {this fan fiction contains some very triggering topics}

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  • incarceration //phan
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    ('LETHAL' SERIES PART II) Phil's life has been thrown off balance, now trapped in a foreign world with no known way of escaping, it seems his life is leading from one extreme to another. There's no friends, no Dan and his morale is at an all time low. His surroundings and everyone he thought he knew and loved are bein...

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  • lethal //phan
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    ('LETHAL' SERIES PART I) Of course, having the ability to change and move objects using nothing more than brain power has its perks, but being sent to a special school isolated from all other humans is definitely not one of them in Phil Lester's mind. In the eyes of Dan Howell, being feared is far better than being l...

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  • Wonderwall | phan au (COMPLETE)
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    "When you feel like you're just stuck in a hole, it's your Wonderwall that saves you." Dan signs himself into a mental hospital after he has suicidal thoughts. Once there he meets Phil, his shy roommate. He will do anything and everything to get Phil out of his shell. ~ inspired by the film "it's kind of a funny st...

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  • Mad Hatter // Phan AU
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    "Are you insane or are you just that broken?" he whispered, his face inches from mine. "I'm a little bit of both," I admitted, looking into his eyes. "A trip into my mind would be a trip into a nightmare."

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
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    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • Does it hurt? Phan (completed)
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    Dan comes home from Christmas shopping to find Phil in the bathroom passed out. He doesn't know how or why this happened, but is terrified for his best friend. Dan tries to help Phil but gets annoyed with himself in the process, writing everything he hates about himself along with his deepest secret: his love for his...

    Completed   Mature
  • You don't know me [phan]
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    cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

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  • Tied Down.
    255K 14.2K 50

    It's not every day that you get kidnapped along with your best friend... Dan Howell is about to discover he's involved in the most sick, twisted game ever. One in which he must decide who gets the daily beatings out of him and his best friend Phil Lester. However, this sudden change in lifestyle brings new opportuniti...

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  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4.1M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

    Mature
  • boy || phan
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    "I know we're young, but we have the kinda love that could last forever" in which Phil is selectively mute but Dan can't hear so that's okay March 19 2017 - January 30 2018 #890 in fanfiction

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  • another side ➳ phan
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    it's only a game. isn't it?