Sam will fight to get Colby back and sexually

"What are you?" I asked fear trembling through my barely audible voice. The man stiffened. "A nightmare."

Sequel to Downward Spiral "It's not easy to hold onto a person you love, Sam. Sometimes they slip away and nothing you do can keep them holding on. Sometimes, people want you to let go. It's hurts them less. Do you want me to let go of you?" || COMPLETED ||

"If you didn't have your head shoved so far up Brennen's fucking ass, you would've known that Kat dumped me. So forgive me for not 'feeling' but I've been a little busy having my heart ripped out and shredded." || COMPLETED || WARNING: This story will contain swearing, self-harm, thoughts of suicide. Read at your own risk.

Sam's application essay for college requires him to share a time when he experienced heartbreak. This is the story he chose to tell. Trigger warning: death/shooting

Sam was separated from his siblings and put into a foster family when his parents died in a car crash. Sam's foster family lives in an unsupportive town. Most go to church every Sunday, and more important to the story, they hate anyone who is apart of the LGBTQ. When Sam starts to fancy the school's most popular student, he starts to seek comfort in the book his mother gave him before she she died. What happens when they find out? Will Colby like him back? Or will he leave him behind? Beware this is my first book on this account and my hand has something called Ganglion, which make a it harder to do everyday normal things. The plotline has been changed from the last because I had a better idea. BEN IS OLDER THAN SAM IN THIS!!!

Colby is in middle school being bullied a new kid transfers and Colby sees him read to find out more

Sam is bullied and beaten he's alone then he meets Colby... Will Colby find a way to help the broken boy or will he leave him in pieces alone. (Fyi the first few chapters are crap)