✘ [first book in the series.] the one where cute and innocent vic fuentes follows the advice of his best friend jenna, and writes a love note to the gregarious, pretty faced moron, kellin quinn. ❝i placed my ice cream tub back on the table, before curling up into a ball on top of one of my fluffy, monumental pillows. i hugged it, like my life depended on it, my chest heaving in sobs, all because of one boy.❞ © tesfuen ✧ fuentabulous

Vic Fuentes has a strict policy against having anything to do with people such as strippers, prostitutes, and porn stars. He also has a raging crush on the quiet, mysterious Kellin Quinn. So for Vic’s eighteenth birthday, his friends decide to throw him a party with a special guest: a male stripper. Named Kellin Quinn.

2009, Kellin lives in a small town in Louisiana, and everyone around him has the same views. White supremacist, bible thumping, homophobic, sexist people make up the entire town, until a new student arrives in school. Vic, the Hispanic pansexual atheist emo boy, threatens Kellin's entire knowledge of the world. Kellin finds himself curious about Vic however, wanting to know why he is the way he is, and if he's been wrong about the world his entire life. Warning-this book contains major themes of racism and offensive racial slurs.

(Kellic) After an unimaginable tragedy leaves his family devastated, Vic Fuentes is forcibly admitted to J. Greenwood State Mental facility. With stone walls carefully built around his heart and deepest secrets he will never tell, he is trying to survive the war of abysmal hatred he feels toward himself and everyone around him. In a constant fight between mind and matter, he is struggling to stay in touch with reality. Even if it is against his will, he finally meets someone who begins to make him realize, everyone is their own kind of crazy. And maybe, just maybe, things don't have to be so bad [TRIGGER WARNING: PLEASE DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED.] ‼️☠️🕊️‼️