Taehyung and Hoseok are both in their first year of college and live in a dorm together as roommates. Hoseok doesn't see Taehyung as anything more than a good looking man that he's envious of because all the girls think he's good looking. He wants to be friends with Taehyung but can't help but hate the cocky side he has to him and how he brags about getting girls with just a snap of a finger. One day when both boys are invited to a college party, almost everyone is drunk at this point and dared Taehyung to do something Hoseok wouldn't expect him to do, he was dared to kiss Hoseok! After the kiss went down, rumors went around along with Hoseok getting feelings of his own for Taehyung.

I was born not knowing and have had only a little time to change that here and there. -Richard P. Feynman

Hoseok's self confidence is at rock bottom because of getting rejected, tormented and teased all his life. Hoseok felt that everything he touched broke, he thought he himself was broken. He hated himself and he hated the world. Nothing he ever did came out right or the way he wanted it to. Everyone hated him and no one tried to get to know him. That is until one day a student in another class sees Hoseok doing something which made the boy realize Hoseok needed help, and that's exactly what the boy gave him. Warning: this fan fiction might talk about things you're not comfortable with reading. This fan fiction might mention eating disorders, self harm, abuse, homophobia, violence, basically everything bad that you can think of. Keep in mind this fan fiction is rated mature for a reason.