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Dosage of Serotonin by inksteady
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Started: 04/27/2021 Ended: 08/24/2021 Ang hirap palang tumanda. Ang hirap magbayad ng bills. Ang hirap suportahan ng pamilyang akala ay isang milyon ang suweldo mo. Ang hirap ngumiti sa nanay na mataas ang tingin sa'yo pero hindi ka kayang ipagtanggol. Ang hirap tabihan sa hapagkainan ng tatay na pinag-uubusan mo ng pera pero hindi ka maalala. Ang hirap mag-abot ng tulong sa kapatid na baon sa utang. Ang hirap intindihin ng hipag na nakakapagpa-rebond pa kahit kapos na kapos na. Ang hirap pakisamahan ng bunsong halos ilahad ang mga palad tuwing makikita ka. Ang hirap ngitian ng mga taong tanong nang tanong kung bakit hindi ka pa nakakapag-asawa. Ang hirap humarap sa mundong isasampal sa'yo na mag-isa ka. Tulong, bigay, utang. Isang iling mo lang, madamot ka na. Kasama mo sila kapag may maibibigay ka, pero hindi mo sila mahahanap kapag wala na. Ikaw ang kakayod, sila ang tutuka. Ikaw ang iiyak sa pagod, sila ang magtatamasa. Iyon ang summary ng buhay ko. Sobra-sobra ang naririnig na paghingi, kulang na kulang ang naririnig na pasasalamat. Sobra-sobra ang pagpapasensya, kulang na kulang ang natatanggap na pagpapahalaga. Sobra-sobra ang binabayaran, kulang na kulang sa kasiyahan. Kaya nang dumating sa buhay ko ang nag-iisang lalaking hindi ako nakita bilang naglalakad na alkansya, ang nag-iisang lalaking nakinig sa mahabang listahan ko ng problema, ang nag-iisang lalaking nagbigay sa akin ng kakaibang saya, ipinangako ko sa sarili na sa gitna ng hirap ng pagtanda, magtitiis ako basta't siya ang kasama. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay pagtalikod sa minahal na pamilya. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay paglaban sa mundong pinatatakbo ng kapangyarihan at pera. Kahit pa ang kapalit noon ay ang pagdurusa't pag-iisa. Siya ang ginhawa, pahinga, at kasiyahan ko. Dumating man ang araw na tanaw ko na ang dulo. Dumating man ang araw na wala na kaming sagot sa lahat ng bakit at paano. Dumating man ang araw na pareho na kaming talo.
Dangerous Gentleman (COMPLETED) by CeCeLib
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A GIRL dreams about a Bad boy who is gentle only to her. A BOY dreams about a Girl who is naughty only to him. ****** He was her neighbor. He was her childhood sweetheart. He was her first love. Ten years later... He was everything she abhorred. He was dangerous. She hated what he'd become, yet, her heart still yearned for him. He possessed her body, mind, heart and soul. And she was scared ... scared of what will happen to her if she fell deeply in love again with this Dangerous Gentleman. WARNING: SPG/R-18
MISTRESS OF NATURE by CeCeLib
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Betrayed by the people she once loved, cared for, and protected, Queen Gatria is determined to make everyone suffer and feel her wrath. With the intent of saving her sisters while executing her revenge, can the Mistress of Nature carry out her plans and succeed in time? ****** Finally free from being held captive for two centuries, Queen Gatria Valen Balsatra sets on a quest to free her sisters and exact her revenge. With her heart full of wrath, she is prepared to slaughter everyone who would stand in her way, her ex-lover included. Now faced with numerous betrayals and hindrances, Queen Gatria is put to the test. Can she save her people and live up to her role as the Mistress of Nature and overseer of Azitrea? Or will her unending rage cause everything to crumble down and die? [ BOOK 2 OF AZITERA: YTHER'S QUEEN ] CECELIB | C.C. COVER: Regina Dionela
WANDERLUST: Romance in F Minor by CeCeLib
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To Kade Sanford Black, falling for his best friend Xanthie Lorenz, a serious and drop-dead handsome songwriter, was a line he did not want to cross. Knowing all too well the huge possibility of losing the only person who could see through him, he took a step back and put a distance to sustain their friendship - especially since Xanthie is soon to marry. Will Kade be able to hold back his feelings until he sees Xanthie married? Or will he finally have the courage to confess his feelings...and risk losing the only friend he has? WARNING: This story contains depictions of suicide, self-harm, and mental health crises that may be upsetting for some readers. Any depictions of mental health issues herein are not meant as a replacement for medical care. If you or someone you know deals with similar issues, they should seek the help of a medical professional. Reader discretion is advised. If you or someone you know in the U.S. is contemplating suicide, please encourage them to call 988 or visit 988lifeline.org. For international resources, please visit: http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international-suicide-hotline s.html CECELIB | C.C. Cover by Ren Tachibana
The Broken Vow (Published Under Bliss Books) by heartlessnostalgia
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Published Under Bliss Books The Magnate Series #1: "Broken vows is the same as shattered mirrors, leaving those who touched them hurt and bleeding, staring at the cracked reflection of their faces." Philomena Dianne Suarez is the Miss Persistent Awardee of the year. She's smart, beautiful and yes, has pleasing personality. She's the type of girl na kapag gusto niya ay hindi niya titigilan hanggang sa makuha and so, when she met Dr. Dean Angelo Samaniego, that cold, no emotions at all type-of-man in a medical convention abroad, she knew he's the one. She pursued him and it turned out great. She got the man of her dreams, married him too like a lotto winner! Just that, the start of her dream happy ending is also the end of it. Their marriage turned to nothing but mere forgotten devotions, empty promises and...broken vows.
Wife Of A Ruthless Mafia Boss (COMPLETED) by bitchymee06
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R18|MATURECONTENT|ROMANCE|DRAMA [UNEDITED] PUBLISHED UNDER PSICOM PUBLISHING INC. How much can you put up for your ruthless husband? S: 01/06/21 E: 08/24/21
Colors of Passion 2: Tease Me by Whroxie
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Rising celebrity Lilac Guevarra dreams to become a sought-after movie star. But just when her big break arrives, an unplanned pregnancy halts her plans. Forced to hide the truth from everyone, how can Lilac ever open up and tell the father the truth when it complicates her situation even more? **--* She never liked boys and she always gets what she wants--those are the perfect ways to describe Lilac Angelette Guevarra. As a rising celebrity, she is determined to reach her dreams and rise all the way to the top. But when she gets knocked up by Airyk, all of her glamorous plans come crashing down. To save her blossoming career, her manager ends up hiding her pregnancy. Just when she's determined to set things straight, she unexpectedly falls for Airyk. With him being her sister's past lover, can Lilac overcome the insecurities brewing inside her and finally get the complete family that she's long been wishing for? Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish. CONTENT WARNING: This story has mature scenes which are not suitable for young readers. Cover designed by Gesille Catungal
Colors of Passion 3: Taint Me  by Whroxie
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Successful and well-respected, Attorney Lavender Guevarra's life seems perfect... except when it comes to love. As she accepts the possibility of staying single for the rest of her life, she unexpectedly meets the 'stranger' who makes her heart flutter and turns her world upside down. *** Known as one of the best defense lawyers in the country, Lavender Angelisa Guevarra is the epitome of perfection. She is rich, beautiful, and intelligent, but those traits seem not to be enough for her exes. And so, after coping with two failed relationships, Lavender promises not to engage with any man anymore. But when she unexpectedly finds herself making out in the dark with a particular stranger, Lavender is suddenly unsure of her decisions. With all the doubts and fears this new relationship brings, can Lavender be strong enough to fight for the affection she's always longed for? Or will she let other people's opinions destroy what seems to be her final shot at love? Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish, a combination of Tagalog & English. Cover Design by Regina Dionela/ Gesille Catungal
Fatal Attraction 3: La Impostora  by Whroxie
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To Mayor Wilson Eliseo dela Fuente, it wasn't a huge surprise that it was his turn to get dragged to the sacrificial altar for the sake of his family. Ito na ang kapalaran niya mula pa man noon. He loves being a bachelor, he liked to drink and enjoy to fuck every female that crossed his path, and if she wanted to be part of de La Fuente family, she was going to have to get used to that. Hinding-hindi niya babaguhin ang sarili dahil sa marital status niya. Pero paano kung ang babaeng kanyang pinakasalanan ay isa palang impostora na ang tanging hangarin sa pagpapakasal sa kanya ay para makapaghigante sa kanyang pamilya; the woman he has been desiring ever since.