We never talked. But something about him I couldn't quite get over. I knew he was special, something about him. I never had the guts to go up to him and I'm guessing he was the same considering he'd always stare. I could tell when I was with guys he didn't look the happiest and while he was with girls I was full of envy. jealous that a guy I don't even know is talking or flirting with some other girls. it's not like we were together or anything no but we had a connection i could feel it. I knew if I talked to him he would change my life. he could either make it a thousand times better, or make it all worse than it already is and break my heart. but his smile and his laugh and the way he does his hair and the way he dresses he's just ugh. he's dangerous I can't talk to him. the moment we talk well get close and I'll end up hurt like my sister did so I can't do that. I won't make the same mistake as her.