Some people like the cookie. Some like the cream. I like them together, with some milk of course. But, I'm not talking about Oreos. Nope. This is my life. ___________________ BWWM ___________________ ©All Rights Reserved 2014. Disclaimer: read this book at your own risk. It's terrible. I was extremely young when I wrote this and did not know better. This book is an apt example of "it gets better" (or more tolerable) if you manage to stick around til chapter 17-18.

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People may call me beautiful they might say it matches my personality but does that make me feel any better about myself?? Nope not at all Makes me feel good for about a minute Even when a hot guy wants to step to me I instantly go quiet My mind goes blank Forgetting what's my name And automatically all my insecurities tap in And think he couldn't possibly be looking at me I'm no super model Or anything close to a size 2 Or anything special for him to take a second look Plus being Plus Size doesn't help anything When I'm always being reminded That I'm just not good enough and if I was a little bit taller maybe even a little bit smaller Like that would solve all my problems I know I have the capabilities to put on a beauty show but I don't I just wear baggy clothes and wait to surprise people I actually know how to dress to impress its a talent I even surprise myself sometimes What they say is true your your own worst critic That's why I say I'm the Queen of my own insecurities

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Ohio native 'Doll' was living the black American Dream as a young girl , but when she meets Bliss she enters the fast lane and becomes a women, overnight. Step into her shoes and see how she manages to find love, find drama, and find herself cover credits: @blue_china

Two sister's trapped in a world of money, sex, and violence. Giving up the goodies to rich drug dealers was only apart of the game, but as things got serious and these sister's came into money of their own. There was no need to spread their legs, and steal money from dangerous men anymore. But who says that they still can't play this game? Driving these men crazy and robbing them blind is all too fun- until the world of money, sex, and violence catches up with them and someone ends up dead.

They went from food stamps to fast money overnight... but success has a dark side. Jewel, Daphne, Serena, and Jocelyn aren't your average struggling moms. When a wild idea turns their lives upside down-starting an exotic maid service-they go from broke to booked and busy. But with their new lifestyle comes a wave of personal chaos no one saw coming. They thought getting money was the hard part-but healing, motherhood, and facing their truth? That's the real work. Each woman must confront her own demons: Jewel's hiding an addiction while judging her son for smoking weed. Daphne's daughter might be gay-while Daphne avoids her own identity. Serena can barely connect with her three kids, and now her teenage son may have gotten a girl pregnant. Jocelyn's wild past may be influencing her 12-year-old daughter in dangerous ways. Read now and follow four bold women on their journey from survival to self-discovery. Because being broke is temporary-but sisterhood and self-worth are everything. Get Food Stamp Divas at a discount on my website: https://teresadpatterson.wixsite.com/teresadpatterson