Park Jimin is a huge fan of the famous singer Jeon Jungkook. He follows him on every social media possible and even has a fan account dedicated just to him. What nobody knows about this fanboy though is that he's actually hurting inside, having to deal with severe depression and turning to self-harm for solving it. Jungkook seems to be the only thing that can help him escape from the darkness. Even if it's only for a short period of time, that's just enough for Jimin to be thankful for. One day the fanboy finally gets the chance to meet his hero for the first time. What will happen after they encounter each other? ⚠️BoyxBoy, self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts and actions⚠️ Disclaimer: I'm not an expert on self-harm or depression, I know some people with these conditions and I have done some research, but I'm still no where near an expert. If I depict any of these conditions wrong, please let me know. I want to be as accurate and real as I can. I'm not trying to trigger anyone, I just don't want to create false images of these conditions. I'm also no where near trying to romanticize these conditions. They are real and they really do happen. They are real monsters that those who have them, have to fight with everyday. Have hope, find a purpose, and stay healthy my loves. ------ Persian translation: @Blak_Hades

Social anxiety is the fear of being judged and evaluated negatively by other people, leading to feelings of inadequacy, inferiority, embarrassment, humiliation, and depression. "Please, get away from a person like me" said Jin. "No." Said Namjoon hugging the boy.

"You will never see me as anything other than a playboy, right?" Started: 12/27/16 Ended: 03/26/17 Highest Rank: #2 in fanfiction (01/04/17) Credits for the cutest ass cover goes to @Jiminfication ❤️

Namjoon's life is about to change. For the better, for the worse? He's not sure. When he gets his brother, Suga, a job, he didn't know that him and his family could get so involved in it.

I found you when you were hidden. You hid me when you were found. I guess in the end, our love was treacherous. tw: blood, brusies, abuse, main character death, ((if can name any other please tell me !!)) © cherryjoonseok 2016

As Namjoon looked around the boy's room, he noticed a poster of T.O.P with hearts over it and an abnormal amount of pink everywhere. That's when he got a sudden thought. "Are you gay!?" Namjoon asked practically yelling. The outburst caught Jin off-guard, but he just laughed and nodded shyly, looking down. "Oh." He didn't know what to say. Namjoon wondered why he hadn't noticed it before, "I mean c'mon the guy wears really cute clothes and is extremely nice, almost too nice," He thought. A/N: This is just a fanfiction in which I use idols' names and create a fictional stories based off of that. This is not an actual representation of their real personalities or lives.