Izaya has always been alone. Nobody liked him for his entire life, except for the people who pretended to be friends with him only for benefits. His only actual 'friend' had left him for a headless demonic creature, and his own sisters try to kill him. Izaya never had anyone to depend on, and had always kept to himself. Nobody would be able to change that, and nobody would be able to see past his barriers. Eccedentesiast: The meaning of someone who hides pain behind a smile.

All of this happens after the last episode of durarara and Izaya amd Shizuo's last fight. I don't know what else to say and I am not even sure about the title I might change it idkkkbdbsbbs

yaoi ,cute,hot,and smut so your warned

Izaya is reaching the limit of his endurance, and Celty and Shinra can't take it anymore. They've had enough, so they ask Shizuo to give the poor guy a break. I sadly don't have rights to Durarara or any of the characters. Art wise, all of them are my own... but redraws, mostly of frames from the manga/anime...and some fan art which I frustratingly couldn't trace to credit. Warnings: Violence, sexual references, attempted suicide, depression

Izaya was walking in the streets of Ikebukuro. The streets he was forbidden to walk by his arch-nemesis. Izaya didn't mind at the time. But, what happens when Shizuo hits him and doesn't know Izaya was beat up pretty bad? What burden will be put on Shizuo's shoulders? ---------------------- Disclaimer: I do NOT own Durarara! (DRRR!) This is yaoi, bxb, so on so on.

The informant enjoyed being in control of her expression, of her movements, of her feelings, perhaps even of her life in total. It made him feel equal to a puppet master, to a God. Twitching corners of his lips containing laughter was enough evidence for that. That was about as much as she could tell, but other than that Orihara Izaya was one big question mark to her. He has always been like this, doing or saying certain things to get a reaction, preferably one he already predicted. As if he sought confirmation in his skills as an omniscient God. Even when deciding not to be responsive to any of his teasing actions, he was a winner. It was as if he was playing a game he invented himself, one that he could impossibly lose, no matter what. IZAYA X OC STORY

Izaya is having some difficulty. He has nightmares whenever he closes his eyes, he can't eat, and Shizu-chan is always on his tail trying to kill him. Izaya's depressed state finally shows one day.... how will Shizuo take it? What's gonna happen to their relationship from now on? . . . this is a serious story but to add some fluff and stuff I'm gonna try and add a couple one shots NOT related to the story. thanks for reading!!