Zayn's always getting drunk. Niall's always getting hurt. second book in the high trilogy © all rights reserved @-mullingaar

EDITING Hidden from the world. Not allowed to leave. Raped and beaten everyday. Put into an attic. Only one window. We're the boys in the window.

"mirror, mirror, can't you see? what you show is killing me." niall whispered, a tear falling down his cheek. BOOK ONE IN THE DISORDER SERIES

"Can I have your number?" "I literally just gave you your first drink for tonight." "It's not like I asked for your home address!" "Anything else you would like to order?" "How about that number? Because I find you very- I mean very..." "If you said attractive and want to have sex with me in the bathroom. I will personally throw you out of the door." "I was gonna say interesting. You are so..." "Don't you dare call me cute. I will not hesitate to poison your food." #43 rank, awesome :D Thank you everyone. _____ All Right Reserved@2016

These characters are fictional and is ONLY a story. Cameron as Toni ( A German model ) Maryam as Habbiba Da Salvia ( Hijabi model) -------------------------------- "Please don't" I said lowering my gaze. "I'm your boss and I can do what I want,when I want" he whispered his warm breath into my ear. He was so close I felt his heavy breathing. _________________________________ Maryam Ahmad a 22 Muslim girl who finally finds a new a job that pays well.She really needs the job because both her parents are diseased and is living alone. What she doesn't know is who her BOSS is. Cameron James who is rude, arrogant, rich and hot tempered when it comes to work. He is the CEO of one of the biggest company but his new assistant is something else. As Maryam and Cameron get are left with no choice but to make an agreement. This turns into something else then they expected. What happens next was unexpected. Read the book and find out.!

Niall try's to love. He gives his heart, soul, and body. But in return, all he gets is heart break and misery. He thought they loved him. Apparently not. He now believes no one will ever love him back, and just gives up. During the 1D hiatus, every day, he breaks down even more inside, without anybody knowing and being able to help. Within only a year he went from the loving, carefree, happy, caring boy people knew. To the self hated, depressed, worrisome, and anxious boy that wishes that he would fall asleep and never wake up. When the revival happens, the rest of the 1D boys will see what they had done to the boy they have loved.

In a world filled with perverts, Niall loves to wear skirts.

[ ziall; completed ] "i am worse than the cigarettes" his whisper is a ghost against my ear. "you know how toxic i am, but you don't care, but it's only because you love the feeling of me on your lips." i couldn't find the air in my lungs to reply, he was right. our love seemed to be destroying me faster than i was on my own. © caumet