John Laurens was an average kid. He wasn't a loser, He wasn't a druggie, He wasn't a popular kid. He was just.. Normal. Then he met Alexander Hamilton. *Highest Rating-#2 in Lams*

John Laurens is a 19 year old student at Kings College. He has friends he couldn't live without (literally), a family that was giving him all the funds he needed to get by in life, and a beautiful girlfriend. There's only one problem..... If the truth gets out that he's gay, his whole world will turn upside down. What John didn't expect was for a Mr. Alexander Hamilton to walk into his life and change everything.... Now, John has to not only try and understand his feelings, but also deal with all the non-stop homophobia around him.. Even from Alex. (Lams modern day college au)

John was in a relationship with Alexander Hamilton at first. John thought that they had a nice and healthy relationship, that was until he caught Alexander cheating on him with Elizabeth "Eliza" Schuyler. John felt trapped, and he went to his good friend Thomas Jefferson. Jefferson and him were close friends, though he didn't let Alexander know since the two were enemies. Thomas has had a crush on John for years now. But before he could tell him his feelings, Hamilton did first. Jefferson couldn't help, but feel hope when he heard that John and Alexander were no longer a thing. , But will they ever realize their Clueless Love...? ⚠WARNING⚠ •offensive language •probably some bad spelling/grammar •the feels- •probably Smut[MAYBE!] •Get tissues. ☔ENJOY☔

❝i'm searching-for something-that i can't reach❞

John was a abnormal, Polysexual, teenage boy with a dream- To be a marine biologist. However, life didn't favor him, not one bit, and John was paralyzed by a murderous man- also known as Henry James Laurens. John didn't let this stop him from studying marine life, but his disabilities were against him. John's dreams couldn't be fufilled, could they?

"When you see someone on a screen, sometimes you forget that they're real people with lives outside it." • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • Trigger Warnings will be stated before chapters. Swearing is an overall thing in the story, so I will not place one. •Lams fanart by Gonzeli1001 on the Lams Amino•

Alexander Hamilton is a young 20 year old professor who teaches at King's College. One day, John Laurens, a student in his class, comes in on the first day of his new job. What comes next? Read on to find out!

John hated the fact that he was a siren. He hated his tail that he was forced to tug everywhere. He hated that flirting was practically his second language. He hated his appeal to random sailors that happen to cross his path, but most of all he hated his voice. His "gift" that allowed him to lure in any man for his own personal desires. John could never imagine himself even being tempted to use his gift of song, but when he gets caught in a certain pirate's net, he may have to bend his own rules - for better or for worse. [LAMS] Started: July 24, 2018 Finished: August 13, 2018

John is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't untill Alexander started dating Thomass Jeffershit (damn roasted) john fell into a a sad angry jealousy. John looks at Alex with Thomass and thinks 'you could be more happy with me' but John knew he could not ruin his best friends relationship, so he waited. One day he looked at alex and his smile looked so forced. Fake smiles. (oof side story next to one shots rip) maybe smut ;3 lots of gay ness self harm abuse maybe rape (idfk) If any of the things above make you uneasy then dont read or look at warning before the story on the top of the page.

Home. Some people don't have one Some people consider a box Home. What is a home? Alexander didn't know John doesn't appreciate his home He doesn't care for people who don't have a home You see loads of fake homeless people on the streets of New York John doesn't pay attention to them What will happen when he realizes his best friend, Doesn't have a home himself..?