Meet Amanda, all her life she's lived through hell. But one day she decides she has had enough. Escaping swiftly out of abusive boyfriend, Alex's, arms she runs away hoping to leave the past too. Along her journey, Amanda meets so many people, including heart throb Joe Sugg and the rest of the youtube family. *Contains some smut scenes and occasional swearing. **anything said in the novel were related to what was happening at the time, there has been many big and small changes since.

"Calum, why is everyone in this town so afraid of you?" [this isn't scary i promise]