"I wanted to give him a million reasons to live, even if none of those reasons somehow involved me..." X has led a life full of tragedies and set backs he carries scars and wounds so deep in his heart that love, life, and trust have no meaning. He's always searching for some sort of meaning in his everyday life, aching to fill the void. To calm the voice's in his head. And one day he discovers that what he needs in his life is innocence. And it comes in a form of a girl with a bright smile, pure heart, and shy soul. Her purity, her innocence captivate and make even the most impossible possible. X begins to form a bond, a bond that is tied by fate but the tragedy that shadows over them makes even the brightest fade. (Fair warning: This story just might make you cry)

LIL XAN or Diego is a HEARTBREAK SOLDIER till he met (Y/N)..

"Scarlet, it's either me or him. Choose." Under the assumption love is dead, already
Just let me be here
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands, at night?
Seen the vivid pictures in my head, at night
It left me in tears " I was lost and you found me."

"what are we?" i question "just friends" he said warning : contains sexual content, swearing, alcohol and drug use

he only meant for it to be a one night stand, but now theyre both left broken

when an up and coming rapper tries to slide into a girls dms, only to be friend zoned...

Meet angela. She goes to a 3 a.m party with her bestfriend Lil Pump. After he introduces her to Lil Xan. They become bestfriends and they get closer every second. He broke her heart 1000 of times. (Her ex Jake) but will she be able to move her trust issues to the side and become more than friends with diego? Read to find out. Started - 27-12-17

Alize Madden is a well known model from Santa Monica,California. She meets rapper Lil Xan right when her career was finally starting to boost up. Will they fall in love? Will her career die down? Will she risk everything to be with Lil Xan?

Diego gets Maggie's number by complete accident. What happens