"They say that when the snow melts so do the memories that came with it. But how I wish what memories I made with you would never subside. My love is so innocent when I look at your white beard and sparkly eyes my little Santa Claus. They paint you to be the Grinch, but your lovely smile and cute laugh say otherwise. Wipe away the tears you shed for him. He's my friend but even so, I can make you smile as he could never have. Don't worry for him, look at me, the snowman that with every season disappears only to think of you when absent. Why is it that I'm considered too good for you when you're the angel that no one should be allowed to hurt? Come here my little Santa Claus and let me love you. Please." Namjoon is the famous leader of BTS, and when he wasn't working, he'd be resting, making it almost impossible for him to date. However, with his 27th birthday approaching, the thought of dating or settling down started to daunt him. The problem was that while dating during his free time sounded fun, he was always stuck with one of two choices. A) A fangirl who was obsessed with him. B) A fangirl who was obsessed with a member of his group. Deciding to throw away the idea of dating, Namjoon decides to begin doing charity at a local mall by enrolling as a store's mascot, Mr. Snowman. This ill-fated idol would soon come face-to-face with a harsh reality. He hates the idea of dating an obsessive fan, and she can only dream of marrying one of Namjoon's s group members, Kim Seokjin. Can the two get along for the duration of their charity or will blood be spilled? No tanslations allowed. °˖✧Book start: 01/20/19✧˖° °˖✧Book end: 11/29/22 ✧˖° {Undergoing Grammar/Spelling Editing} ©2019 Marili Cruz *Edit made by me.

Highest Ranking #1 in #loveyourself "So, as you already know, I'm the leader of BTS, RM-" "I'm more curious about Kim Namjoon." Bangtan Sonyeondan is on the pinnacle of their success; they've travelled the world, grown as both artists and humans, and have fans who are as supportive as ever. They're happy, and Kim Namjoon, the talented and versatile leader, is no exception to this. Until chance (or perhaps fate?) intercedes in the form of Hong Ji Ah, a vivacious young videographer who is part of the team shooting Bangtan's documentary. She challenges Namjoon at every step of the way, unafraid to stand by her beliefs, beliefs which begin to stir his soul in ways he could never have imagined. Starting to gain a renewed perspective on life and fame, Namjoon embarks on a topsy-turvy journey of self-discovery. Pasts are rehashed, emotions are revived and destinies are intertwined as he reflects on love and what it really means to be true to himself. ------ Winner of 21st Century BTS Awards (Second Place) Winner of Serendipity Awards (Third Place)

[1st Place Spring BTS Awards, Mic Drop Awards, & Hope World Awards; 2nd Place Love Yourself Tear Awards; 3rd Place BTS Youth Awards] They weren't just a group. They were a family, a family that suddenly collapsed when one of them lost a serious battle. Now, forced to take on an even greater responsibility, Namjoon has to understand a truer meaning before they fall apart for good. Pt. 1 of The Unprotected series. Start: 092217 End: 040318

"I can't live without you, rain." _________ Short Story, based off Namjoon's new album ( Mono ) Completed - 10/22/18