After Denis died, Ben's been left a mess. To cope with the pain, he decides to write letters to Denis. //trigger warning//

Ben Bruce is a reckless British boy.. But what happens when he meets good boy Denis Stoff? ~ Through sin and self destruction I stumble home, never alone My only home is the bottom of a bottle and a rolled up bill and I'm ready to go I live the same day in and out and I don't care how long I last All the girls and drink and drugs but don't get me wrong

Denis Stoff just moved to London with his family. Back in Ukraine he was constantly bullied because of his sexuality, but in Britain tables have turned. He finally made some friends. Denis' eyes fell on a mysterious boy named Ben Bruce, who isn't on his level. Ben Bruce is the popular guy, who's life is all about sex, parties and rock n' roll. ~~~~ WARNING: this book contains homosexual relationships (boyxboy), smut between two boys, angst, drug usage, strong language and mental disorders. If any of this triggers you, I recommend not reading it. This story and its plot belong to me, sleepwalking_mcrmy I do not own the majority of the characters in the story, since most of them are real life people!