Author: underthedesk on LiveJournal.. ALL CREDITS GO TO THIS AUTHOR Rating: NC-17 Overall

ryan and brendon live on opposite sides of the country and ryan can never sleep *lowercase intended, texting style of writing*

ryan wants to die before he's old, brendon only has a couple months to live.

"Two households, both alike in dignity..." * * * Started - June 12, 2017 Finished - June 21, 2017 concept; 'hopeless fountain kingdom' - halsey; 2017

ryan looked down at brendon's frail, shaking body, "i told you i was a killer. such a shame, youre worth so much more than this."

"Do I fear the sleepless nights? You have no idea how long the darkness lasts when you cannot close your eyes to it. For the night is dark and full of terrors." * * * |TW: Nightmares, insomnia, anorexia, intense phobias, blood, mentions of death in nightmares, hospitals|

There was this one kid that stood out the most in Brendon Urie's life. And that was Ryan Ross. He was the kid that got made fun of because he never took the bandana off. And got really pissed when someone tried to take it off. So you'd imagine how he'd react when he bumped shoulders with Brendon in the hall only to realize that the bandana came undone...

Brendon is a prince in distress. Engaged to a woman he does not love, and with feelings he should not have, he has no clue what to do. Afraid and anxious on the night of his engagement party, he finds solace in a rather strange form. Inspo taken from another Ryden doc called What Happened To The Green Faeries 🖤 [This is my first Ryden fic! Don't judge it too badly. But yeah, I completed it! First Chapter Published: May 12th, 2017. Last Chapter Published: September 9th, 2017.]

Roommates. Usually chosen, typically friends. Not Brendon and Ryan. Ryan appeared suddenly. No one but himself knew where he came from. All of the sudden, he was handed a room key, and sent off to an elite boarding school. When he arrived, he expected to hate every second. That all of his roommates would be snobby, homophobic, rich assholes. He certainly didn't expect Brendon. And he certainly didn't expect to fall in love with him. *Mature Content: Sexual acts, mentions of past abuse, homophobic language/acts, etc. *

gerard has introduced ryan to a boy on Instagram (completed)✔️