ABANDONED- free to build onto story (check recent update) Rin Okumura, the Son of Satan. All he wants is to be loved again, and he will do everything he can to get that back. But what happens when he finally gives up? ⚠️TW⚠️ Read tags !!! Inspiration for this fic is from Self-inflicted by ThatOneExorcist on fanfiction.net (highly recommend)!!!

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️: Suicide, self-harm, anxiety, etc. What if, in the anime Blue Exorcist, Rin Okumura were to give into depression? What if he were to have had it since he was little? How would things change? Find out in this fanfiction! I don't own anything from the Blue Exorcist series. Update: I no longer use Wattpad, but AO3! I am currently rewriting this on there. Visit the last chapter for links :)

[BEFORE YOU READ THIS STORY READ ALL THE TAGS. ALL OF THEM] Rin Okumura is fed up. He is fed up with school. He is fed up with Life. He is fed up with everything. He just wishes that he could leave it all behind. Even after he had successfully saved everyone back in Kyoto from the impure king, it still isn't enough to regain his so called friends trust and kindness. Everyone from Assiah had turned his back on him, including Yukio. What happens when he is given an opportunity to leave it all behind? Will he take the opportunity? How will his ex-friends react to his decisions? Blue Exorcist along with any original characters belong to Kazue Kato. I also do not own the cover art, credit goes to creator of the artwork. (Whoever that may be) Blue Exorcist Fan fiction. Trigger warnings: -Depression -Suicidal thoughts -Slight self harm -Suicide attempt -Gay moments -There will be some Amaimon x Rin but it's slight and not the main focus. So if that disappoints you you may leave calmly and quietly thank you very much If any of those upset you I would not recommend reading this. @fangirlBlueExorcist helped with the creation of this story Which means she owns half of this story, along with me since we both worked on it.

Rin catches Yukio cheating with Shura, he left Assiah along with Kuro without a second thought, with the help of Samael and Amaimon, Rin was brought to Gehenna to start a new life, only to find out that there was another life in him that was starting too. Credits to all the owners and artists of the photos I'll be using! Just a disclaimer! I do not own Ao no Exorcist nor its characters! Enjoy reading!

(Title will be changed when I think of a better one) Blue Exorcist AU What if... Rin and Yukio aren't blood related brothers Shiro is still alive Yuri didn't die during birth Rin knew he was the son of Satan beforehand Yukio's a little bit older Yukio and Rin are also dating. Shiro Fujiomoto took Rin in after being sent by True Cross order (or at least I think it was them?) to execute both Yuri and Satan's child. Baby Rin smiled at Shiro, changing something inside of him. Despite what he had originally thought he couldn't bring himself to kill someone he had grew to care about and a new born child. Even if the two of them involved Satan. Shiro hides Yuri and Rin from the Vatican inside his monastery. Shiro already has an adopted son, Yukio. Yukio and Rin grow up together in the monastery and become super close like brothers. But their feelings toward each other change as they grow older. Things to keep in mind: -I do not own blue exorcist, Kazue Kato does. If I owned it, it wouldn't be as good -I own non of the characters unless I decide to add in my OC's -Characters may act a little OOC, but hopefully not too OOC -This is a yaoi. Maybe a little bit more on the shounen ai side, depending on what I come up with. -GayGayGay -Yukio= Dom/Top Rin= Sub/bottom -This is my first blue exorcist fan fiction, so don't be surprised if this isn't that good. If any of this bothers you, then I wouldn't recommend reading

[On hiatus] The Kurikara is broken before Rin ever unsheaths it. With that, his demonic powers disappear, and Satan has run out of time to capture him. However, Rin still learns of who he is and the monster who is his biological father. He wants to be an Exorcist, and with Shiro and Yukio on his side, he couldn't be happier. Yet, with his demon side gone, how will he protect himself against newfound enemies? #11 in AonoExorcist

This is my very first fanfic EVER so pls be gentle with me If you've never watched the anime Blue Exorcist this might be a little confusing (Just wait for the smut) Anyway enjoy~♡