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The Winter She Made by XsleeplesswritingX
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They were forged in war and fractured by the same hands that made them monsters. Katherine Zola was born with a name she never chose, the daughter of HYDRA's most notorious architect. A child genius, a living weapon, and the program's most effective ghost. Her mission logs were sealed in blood and buried in silence-until one day, she was given a name: Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes. She didn't know why HYDRA wanted him-not at first. Only that she was ordered to track, weaken, and retrieve him. That her mission began before his fall from the train in 1945. That she was the reason he ended up in enemy hands. And she did it. She followed orders. She delivered him. What she didn't expect was to care. What she didn't plan for was falling in love with the man she helped damn. Bucky Barnes thought he was just another casualty of HYDRA-another soldier stripped of self and turned into a weapon. But the truth was darker. His capture wasn't chance. It was chosen. He was targeted by a girl with smoke in her lungs, ghosts in her eyes, and a lie tucked in her smile. A girl who became everything to him, right before she disappeared. Decades later, they stand on opposite sides of the same war-both survivors of mind control, both drowning in guilt. And both still tethered to each other by a past neither can outrun. Because she was his mission long before he ever became hers. -Set during Captain America: The First Avenger, Captain America: Civil War, Avengers: Infinity War, The Falcon and The Winter Soldier, Thunderbolts -long book, buckle up for the ride. #1 in thewintersoldier 9.24.25 #1 in original character 9.23.25 #1 in natasharomanoff 12.28.25 #1 in avengersfanfiction 1.6.26 #2 in jamesbarnes 9.24.25 #3 in samwilson 10.9.25 #3 in marvel 12.30.25 #6 in wintersoldier 9.24.25
The Soldier and His Shadow| Bucky Barnes by herondaleproperty
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Where winter goes, darkness follows... Adeline (Addie) Stark was supposed to die in the car crash that killed her parents. Up until that night, she had been 20 years old, worrying about her sophomore year of college and her annoying playboy of a brother, until December 16th, 1991. Someone pulled Addie from the car. Someone saved her life. Fueled with only the memory of a man with a metal arm, Addie spends the next few years searching for the person responsible for the deaths of her parents. But the winter soldier has been looking for Addie, too. Kidnapped by HYDRA, Addie is experimented on and tortured, wielded into a super soldier weapon who has the ability to control shadows. She becomes The Nightingale. Equipped with these new abilities, she is forced to become the partner to the Winter Soldier. Forced to forget her brother and the life she used to live, she quickly learns to trust the man with the metal arm. The two are all they have in an ocean of darkness and pain. But what happens when the past comes calling? When two of the most elite weapons aren't strong enough to fight their own feelings? Covers Pre-Winter Soldier, Winter Soldier, Post Winter Solider, Civil War, Black Widow, Infinity War, Endgame, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier, and Thunderbolts! Mature Readers only! There are strong depictions of violence, grief, suicidal thoughts, torture, and (ofc) sexual content *wink, wink*
THE LEFTOVERS by littlebird616
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Imagine, "Friends with Benefits" meet Marvel. James Buchanan Barnes visits the past and find something he'll like to hold tightly around. ___________ authors note: I love plot, teasing and smut's so I will try to combine all of them in this story. THIS IS A DARK STORY. THE CHARACTERS ARE NOT NECESSARILY AT ALL NICE PEOPLE - BE AWARE. Friendly reminder like always - English isn't my first language and I'm dyslexic, so please be kind. Comments keep me motivated <3 [ across various marvel media ] UPDATE 09/03/2025: I currently began re-uploading the old chapters using A.I to scan through spelling mistakes.
The Thunderbolts by littlebird616
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In a world where heroes fall and secrets are more lethal than bullets, former Winter Soldier James "Bucky" Barnes has traded his metal arm for the power of a Congressman's handshake. Once America's nightmare, now he's Washington's golden boy, championing reform while quietly burying a past he's desperate to forget. Enemies to lovers on a deadly dance of covert operations, explosive political intrigue, and alliances more fragile than glass. In the shadows of power-who can you really trust? ___________ authors note: I love plot, teasing and smut's so I will try to combine all of them in this story. Friendly reminder like always - English isn't my first language and I'm dyslexic, so please be kind. Comments keep me motivated <3 [ across various marvel media ] Warning: I do use A.I to scan through spelling mistakes and grammar errors.
.Little Shadow. James Buchanan Barnes by KlausxOriginal
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"I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable. But I am your servant. When you starve I will feed you; when you are sick I will tend to you. I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased. For you alone I will be weak." - Bound together by more than their souls, James Barnes and Demetria Rogers burn for one another. A primal instinct inside of them, that claws and rips away at their sanity until they find each other. - Or - James and Demetria were always meant to be. In every universe, they find their way to each other, and in this one, it is no different. -
Desirable || Bucky, Loki - MCU by Kacie_zxx
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Isidora Stark has always been a fighter. From a childhood marred by violence and addiction to the horrors of HYDRA's captivity, she's learned to survive. She hides her pain behind a dazzling smirk, but deep down, she's a woman searching for a place to belong. When tasked with interrogating Loki, she never expects the God of Mischief to see past her carefully constructed walls. Nor does she anticipate his love. Loki, the first to admit his feelings, whisks her away to Asgard, where she is crowned a princess and given the kind of devotion she never thought possible. But the weight of her past still clings to her, and she soon finds herself torn between the golden halls of Asgard and the life she left behind. Returning to Earth, she faces the man who has always seemed to despise her-Bucky Barnes. But hatred is a mask, and beneath his sharp words lies something unexpected: love. Bucky has always struggled with his emotions, with his past, with the darkness inside him. Yet when he confesses his feelings, Isidora is left standing at a crossroads. Loki, who has given her the world, or Bucky, who understands her pain in ways no one else ever could? But love is not the only trial she must endure. A devastating miscarriage shatters her heart, forcing her to confront grief she never imagined. The pain threatens to consume her, but in its wake, she must decide not only who she loves-but who she truly is. Two men. Two futures. One broken heart. Who will she choose?